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Love and Fear cover
14. Regrets and Repair
Album: Love and Fear
Artist: My Heart Lies
 

They say live a life of no regrets
Take a breath and pass the test of time
Kid you’re gonna be just fine
But I’m looking back on such a mess
That if I stare I’ll stay here petrified
In the ruins of my life

They never told me just how easy it would be
To find myself consumed with all this longing left in me

So burn me down
I know that I deserve this
The hurt behind the verses
I can’t hold out
I’m weary of this burden
I don’t wanna be this person anymore

I thought all was for the taking
Didn’t care who I was breaking just to find
A new way to feel alive
And escape the pain I hated
So I threw my cares away like they were lies
But they’re breaking me this time

I’m hollow and so desperate
The lie of life with no regrets is through
But I wish it weren’t true
For these failures I’m a veteran
Now I know much better than you do
No, you never had a clue

I heard about a way to find new life in me
But finding this forgiveness is just too hard to believe

So burn me down
I know that I deserve this
The hurt behind the verses
I can’t hold out
I’m weary of this burden
I don’t wanna be this person now
So burn me down
I know that I deserve this
The hurt behind the verses
I can’t hold out
I’m weary of this burden
I don’t wanna be this person anymore

You said I just have to cry out and You’ll be there
And not even my brokenness is lost beyond repair

So burn me down
I’m weary of this burden
I don’t wanna be this person anymore

 

More Lyrics from Love and Fear

  1. 01. Cities in the Night (Prelude)
  2. 02. Curbside Serenade
  3. 03. Find You in the Light
  4. 04. Inform Me
  5. 05. Crash
  6. 06. Heart Attack
  7. 07. Dreams
  8. 08. Semiconsciousness (Interlude)
  9. 09. Closure (If You're Hearing This)
  10. 10. Running
  11. 11. You That Guides Me
  12. 12. Change Your Mind
  13. 13. Pandora
  14. 14. Regrets and Repair
  15. 15. Love and Fear
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin CURRENCY [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]
Calum Wood Christmas Songs from the Kitchen Table, Vol. 2 (independent)

SINGLES
Elan Brio Jewels (feat. George Jones III) - Single [Polished Arrow]
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Matt Gorman Nature of the Beast - Single [By Design]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin CURRENCY Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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