(v1) i’ve been thinking all about the many times i’ve shut You out. wasted dreams that i have scattered to the wind. past the lies i try to sell, past the doubts from where i fell, past the secrets i can never bear to tell. beyond the glamour and the noise that drowns the sonance of Your voice. (c) what if i miss out? what would i leave here on the floor, when what i’m afraid of is just beyond the open door? a new life is waiting past this i’m praying. (v2) no more faking in this life, playing church, not thinking twice. my moral compass blew a fuse. thought i had so much to lose. what i leave behind: empty life flat-lined. (b) what can satisfy this emptiness inside? i don’t have a clue. i’ve got nothing left to lose. i come with empty hands, unsure of where i stand. i bring the best of me, to leave it all behind.