It's been five years since we last heard from brave Saint Saturn, and with the release of the third and final
installment in their USS Gloria epic, Anti-Meridian, Jesusfreakhideout.com's Scott Fryberger seized the opportunity
to talk with the band's front man Reese Roper about bS2's past, present, and future, as well as Roper's other
This interview took place on: 10/28/08.
Jesus freak Hideout (Scott Fryberger): There were rumors a couple years ago that Anti-Meridian was going to be called The Dreams You Dare To Dream, and that it would contain a cover song of "Somewhere Over The Rainbow." I gotta admit, it made me smile, but was it ever true? If so, why the change?
Sadly, that rumor was started by me. I was struck one day while watching
The Wizard of Oz - by the similarities to it, and the Biblical story of the
Prodigal Son. I thought it would be awesome to fill the album with
allusions to that movie, as a metaphor for the crew of the Gloria finally
coming home after being lost for so long. I pitched the idea to the other
guys, who thought it was corny, and that it would be better to have the
album be about the letdown of being home, more than the trip home. So we
compromised, and made it a little of both, but threw out the Wizard of Oz
parts. The only snippet that survived is one line in "Mercenary": "pull
the curtain back and see what dies, emerald spires of the near profound,
let's burn this lousy city down".
JFH (Scott): When did you actually start working on Anti-Meridian?
I started writing for it in February of 2004, after Leanor and I got
back from doing a poetry tour with Pigeon John, Mark Solomon, and our
friend Alan "the Fisherman." This was right after Five Iron broke up. A
local church let me use a room in their basement to write stuff in, so I
would go there everyday and write until it got too cold for my fingers to
work for the guitar playing. I had just broken up with my second fiance,
so the earlier songs were almost too dark to go on a Brave Saint album.
JFH (Scott): What was the first song you wrote for the album?
The first song was one called "Homesick," one that was eventually cut.
Actually, the first three or four were cut. The first one that made it
from that period of writing in the freezing church basement was "Always
Just Beneath The Dawn." Originally, it was called "Five Golden Rings,"
and then "Father's Day."
JFH (Scott): The idea of a trilogy was always known amongst brave Saint Saturn fans,
but was the storyline completely mapped out in the beginning, or did you take it album by album?
Haha, I wish I could tell you that it was, and sound really smart and
well put together. The fact that we were able to record in the first
place was a fluke. In the beginning, the idea was just to use the idea of
a space mission as a metaphor for what life was like at the time. The
response was so great to it that we decided to flesh it out into
something like a three-act play about them getting lost, and then being
saved. If we are able to do another trilogy, it will be with a much more
JFH (Scott): Who came up with the concept of the USS Gloria?
Reese: Do you mean the name for the ship, or the story? I guess I did, for both.
The idea was to try and tell the story with songs that could stand alone,
without seeming so much like a concept album. So, to make it seem more
fluid in terms of the plot we tried to integrate words from songs, or
names of songs into the story, as well as trying to repeat phrases and
words throughout the entirety of it. There is an ELO cover at the
beginning and the ending of the trilogy, references to Dylan Thomas' poems
in the lyrics and actual readings of the poems, repetition of themes like
angels, birds, and ghosts, and then there is the whole prologue/spoken
word portion, which serves as a sort of narration for the piece as a
JFH (Scott): I know it's hard balancing a job and school while writing and recording music on your own label, but realistically, is there a possibility of another bS2 record OR a tour?
Reese: Yeah, it really is difficult; but, there is a possibility for both. A big
part of why I started nursing school was to have a good job that would
allow me to have four days off a week to be able to write music/run a
label. I will probably go back to school in a few years to become a Nurse
Anesthetist, but for now, that is the plan. If this album does well, we
are discussing another trilogy. We are also talking about playing some
festivals this summer. We'll see...
JFH (Scott): What about the rumors from a year or two ago about a possible Roper reunion?
Reese: Gosh, I never heard any of those. Well, I definitely would not be
opposed to it, or even recording another Roper album, just because it was
the most fun I have ever had in a band. The only problem that I can see
with what I just said, is that Roper really didn't do very well with
touring and album sales, and the actual organization of the band was
disastrous. I really just wish we could just start that whole thing over,
and step number one would be not naming it "Roper". The whole thing was
put together by 5minutewalk, our record label, who I let have almost
complete control because I thought it would cause them to work harder
towards the band's success. It didn't work that way, and after many
misunderstandings, I ended up in the middle of a tour with no label
support, a bunch of my friends who I asked to be in the band- but couldn't
pay them what they were promised, an album that they didn't help with, and
a ton of debt.
JFH (Scott): What can you tell us about the Five Iron Frenzy DVD?
Reese: I can tell you that I should be working on it right now, instead of
watching The Daily Show. Right now, we are still hoping to have it out by
Christmas as a joint release from Asian Man and Department of Biophysics.
It is in a very rough state though. We want to have a 2-hour feature
about the history of Five Iron, with a ton of bonus footage like: short
films, videos (new ones even!), etc. It has just taken so long to compile
all of the footage, and import it all onto a hard drive for editing. Keep
your fingers crossed.
JFH (Scott): How many people were involved in the recording process for Anti-Meridian?
Reese: Let's see... Masaki, Keith, Dennis, Andy, Me, Jonathan Byrnside, Sam
Hernandez, Micah Ortega, a guy that helps Saki in the studio, and my wife.
Not to mention all the people I asked for input. I think it ended up being
a lot less people than the other albums because most of it was recorded in
JFH (Scott): Were there times you wanted to procrastinate instead of work on the album? If so, what did you fill your time with?
Reese: Wanted to, and did. There is an XBOX 360 in my studio, that I tell
people is to help me deal with writer's block, but is actually probably
the cause of that writer's block. Don't tell my wife. Usually, though,
working on the album was procrastination for not reading my nursing
textbooks, or learning about Advanced Obstetrics and Child Care. Yuck.
JFH (Scott): Do you watch a lot of cartoons? Which ones?
Reese: I do not watch as many as I used to. I still think that The Simpsons
might be the best television show ever made, but I haven't really watched
much TV lately because of school. Oh, the new Star Wars cartoon is pretty
JFH (Scott): What's your favorite kind of cereal?
Reese: If you need any more proof that I am getting old: Grape Nuts. Next
JFH (Scott): Is it weird that I asked what your favorite kind of cereal is? Cause I won't anymore if it's weird.
Reese: No, actually it is pretty refreshing. It's not every day that people
actually care about these things, and I appreciate it.
JFH (Scott): If you had to pick a favorite and least favorite song from Anti-Meridian, what would they be and why?
Reese: I think my favorite is a toss-up between "Starling" and "Invictus." I love
the music to "Starling," and also the message. "Invictus" started because when
I have writer's block (and I am not playing the stupid XBOX), I just play
those same 4 chords and make up worship songs in the basement. I wanted to
flesh one of them out into an actual song, akin to the Psalms, by
beginning in a tone of lament over life, but resolving it by making God be
the answer to that. Not that He gives us easy answers to everything, but
that He often responds by just saying that He is the answer. I wanted to
say that with simple music that built up by adding more and more
instrumentation. When it first came together, I remember I was in the room
with my wife, and we both started crying.
JFH (Scott): What is the meaning behind "Starling?"
I guess my least favorite song is probably "Through Depths of Twilight,"
just because there are some production and mixing problems that slipped
through onto the final mix. It was the last song we finished, and it was
kind of rushed. Other than that, I think it is a great song.
Reese: These two things actually happened to me when I was a kid, about two
years apart: I found a dying starling in our yard and unsuccessfully
tried to save it, when I was ten. When I was twelve, a friend and I were
shooting cans with my dad's BB gun from our porch. We got bored and
started shooting birds, but only pumping it one or two times so it would
barely graze them. But the gun had a slow air leak, so we kept pumping it
while we waited. I made this incredible shot, where I followed a starling
flying into a dryer vent in the apartment building I lived in, but
because we had pumped it so many times, I actually killed the bird. Not
only that, but in doing so, I later realized that I had killed all of the
baby birds it was trying to feed in its nest. It was devastating to me as
a twelve year old, because I had never thought through what I was doing,
the fact that we could be hurting birds, or that we might actually kill
one. I remember that I spent the next four days trying to climb up to
that vent so that I could save the baby birds. For the first few days, I
could hear them crying out for their mother, but that slowly became
weaker over time, until the fourth day, when it stopped. I broke down
into tears on the second day and decided to tell my dad, whose response
was that I should try to save them myself, reasoning that it was I who
had caused the problem in the first place. By the third day, he tried to
help me by boosting me up to the vent, but I couldn't reach in because it
was partially obscured by a screen. Because we lived in an apartment, we
didn't have a ladder, or even know anyone who did. It was a very hard
lesson to learn.
JFH (Scott): What about the song "Underground?"
I think that my views on life, and the sacredness of life come from
experiences such as this. I feel like we, as humans, can only take life,
but can never really give it. If Scriptures tell us that God cares about
each and every sparrow that falls, in light of these experiences, I wanted
to say something about us as the Church being concerned with saving and
respecting all life. I just wanted to make a statement about life being
sacred and special. Not just the lives of animals, but babies, and
criminals, and our enemies. If we are to interpret Scripture by the
actions and life of Jesus Christ and His disciples, then we should be
conscious of the value of life. I know that this will upset a lot of
people, because the issues of gun control, abortion, and capitol
punishment have become highly politicized, so I would just like to address
that by saying that we should see the world through the eyes of Christ,
and not through the eyes of whatever political party we feel supports or
opposes these heavy issues that we have already made up our minds about.
All life is sacred and we are called as humankind to be stewards over it.
I think God leaves it up to us to figure out what that means, and to what
extent we believe that. Not to say that hunting is wrong, because I think
it can be done respectfully, and with care for the world and God's
creation. I just wanted this song to paint a picture of our burden as
Christians for stewardship over the earth. It is a call to be merciful to
those who have wronged us, and especially to take care of those who cannot
help themselves - both people and animals.
Reese: Well, Dennis wrote that one. I believe what he wanted to do was to use
the concept of underground music as a metaphor for how the true Church is
always on the fringes of the massive corporate Church.
JFH (Scott): And "Always Just Beneath The Dawn?"
Reese: This song is about my dad, who was born in Battle Creek, Michigan. He is
not a Christian, and I think that is probably the thing that has always
weighed the heaviest on me in life. When I was in high school, I lived
with his mother during the summers. I had a very lucid dream one night
that my grandfather, who died from an embolism to his heart in 1976, and
my aunt Tara, who had died in a car accident in 1983, came up and talked
to me while I was on the back porch. I knew I was dreaming, but I also
knew that both my grandfather and my aunt Tara were strong Christians
when they were alive, and that this dream had something to do with that.
They asked me what I was doing, how my parents were, how school was, and
how I was doing on the swim team. The whole time I kept thinking how
strange it was to be talking to these people that I had missed so
intensely in life, who were now dead, and about such mundane things. There
was this underlying feeling that pervaded the dream, that what I was
experiencing was somehow supernatural, and very real. The earliest thing I
can remember is seeing my grandfather for the first time when I was two
years old. I remember his voice, and the way he laughed, his mannerisms.
The eerie thing about this dream was that it brought all of those memories
back, like he was suddenly there, fourteen years later, having some
conversation with me as if he knew me, but wasn't sure if I could remember
him. After a while, he turned to me, looked straight into my eyes, and
said, "You know this is a dream, right?" "Yeah, I guess," I replied. "We
just came here to tell you that everything is okay, and we'll see you
soon, but we have to go now," he said. I said okay, and waved as they
turned and walked off. Then I woke up.
JFH (Scott): Tell me about the song "Fortress of Solitude". Strange sounds and
angry lyrics - influences and reasons?
I told my grandmother about it at breakfast later that morning. She had
looked startled as I explained it all to her, and tears formed in her
eyes as I finished my story. Shaking, she told me that she had also
dreamt of them both, both visiting her, and both assuring her that they
were alive and well. There are two events in my life that I cannot
explain away whenever I go through periods of doubting whether or not
God is real, and if He really does love me. This is one of them, and a
story that I hope is not finished. When I wrote this song, I wanted it
to be about the relationship between all children and their fathers, and
the need that all children have for their father's love. I need and
miss my father, and my grandfather, but I do believe that the love of
Jesus Christ is greater than all of these things. It says that His love
believes all things... hopes all things. I wanted to tell my dad about
this, that his father was a great Presbyterian, and that part of why I
believe in God is that I had this dream about his own father, who I
believe is alive, and loves him still; my grandfather, who I do not
doubt will be amongst the saints, cheering us on as we enter the gates
Reese: Well, writing Anti-Meridian made me crazy. I have made so many mistakes
in my musical career, and I was overwhelmed enough by them to try and
somehow work to make this album into some sort of all-out trench fight
to not make them again. Mostly it was because of the issues of writing
songs as filler, or compromising lyrics and music for some record label
deadline, or watering songs down by having to make music for the tastes
of an eight-person band, instead of just making the greatest song you are
able to make. I thought that if I wrote, performed, and recorded it all
myself, I could avoid all of that. The problem with that idea, was that
it was way above my pay grade to do all three of those things. I just
didn't have the ability to make it sound the way that I envisioned the
songs in my head. "Fortress of Solitude" is about me dealing with that.
I made a pretty song with a lot of Superman allusions, and then just
destroyed it sonically, to say that I am not Superman - just some washed-up,
musical hack who had spent four years making an album that should
have been done in one. I guess it was kind of therapeutic.
JFH (Scott): Overall, who are some of your biggest musical influences?
What bands have sculpted the way you write your music and songs? Not just for bS2, but Five Iron and Roper and even the short-lived Guerilla Rodeo.
Reese: Well, Brave Saint Saturn is heavily influenced by ELO, and specifically
their album, Time. I think that Jeff Lynne is one of the greatest
songwriters in modern times. I also think that Freddy Mercury was one of
the greatest singers/performers/songwriters to have ever lived. There are
a slew of other influences including Christian bands like The Crucified,
Mortal, Circle of Dust, Anberlin, House of Heroes, Steve Taylor, Over The
Rhine, and Pedro the Lion; and secular bands like Letters to Cleo, NOFX,
Fountains of Wayne, The Polyphonic Spree, Portishead, Ben Folds, the
soundtrack for the movie Once, Radiohead, ABBA, and of course... Slayer.
JFH (Scott): Josh Dies told me at a show recently that you might start on a
music project with him and a couple of the other Showbread guys. Anymore plans for that?
Reese: Actually, I just got a text from him about it. We are 90 percent
sure that it will be called The Thieves' Guild. Right now we are trying
to put together a four or five song demo to shop to some labels if we
don't put it out on Department of Biophysics. I'll let you know more
about it when we get a bit further along.
JFH (Scott): Thanks for taking the time to answer these questions. Any last words for us?
Reese: Jesus Freak Hideout is the awesomest!