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Dear Diary cover
06. The Voyage Of Beliefs
Album: Dear Diary
Artist: FM Static
         
 

I have 2 brothers and a sister, and a mother,
And a father who taught us that we should
All love one another,
We go to church on Sunday,
In a little green Hyundai,
Have some grape juice and crackers,
Then we start again on Monday

And it’s all fine, and it’s all well,
I really want to find what I believe for myself,
‘Cause when you’re gone,
And I’m still here,
I won’t have you to tell me that I should be there

I’m tired of making excuses(oh oh oh),
Need to decide for myself…

What if I stumble? What if I fall?
When I’m on my way to You,
What if I need You? Who do I call?
How do I know I’ll get through?
Because I don’t wanna ride the fence anymore.
I wanna stand up, and shout it,
And let it be known

I have 2 fathers, and a sister and a brother,
And a mother who taught us that we should
All do unto others,
My homeroom teacher, always talks about her preacher
And she says she talks to God,
But I don’t know if I believe her

And it’s all fine, and it’s all well,
I really want to find what I believe for myself,
‘Cause when you’re gone,
And I’m still here,
I won’t have you to tell me that I should be there

I’m tired of making excuses(oh oh oh),
Need to decide for myself…

What if I stumble? What if I fall?
When I’m on my way to You,
What if I need You? Who do I call?
How do I know I’ll get through?
Because I don’t wanna ride the fence anymore.
I wanna stand up, and shout it,
And let it be known

And you can tell me,
That I can’t make a difference ‘cause I’m just one,
But one is all it takes to start it
And you can tell me,
That I can’t change the world,
Because I’m too young,
But I won’t stand here and be your target
And you can push me,
And try to knock me down, but I won’t listen,
‘Cause I’ve got nothing left to lose and,
You can hate me, for everything I’m not,
But it won’t change this,
‘Cause now that I’m here, I’m not moving

I’m tired of making excuses(oh oh oh),
Need to decide for myself…

What if I stumble? What if I fall?
When I’m on my way to You,
What if I need You? Who do I call?
How do I know I’ll get through?
Because I don’t wanna ride the fence anymore.
I wanna stand up, and shout it,
And let it be known


 

More Lyrics from Dear Diary

  1. 01. Boy Moves To A New Town With Optimistic Outlook
  2. 02. The Unavoidable Battle Of Feeling On The Outside
  3. 03. Boy Meets Girl (And Vice Versa)
  4. 04. Sometimes You Can Forget Who You Are
  5. 05. Man, Whatcha Doing?
  6. 06. The Voyage Of Beliefs
  7. 07. Her Father's Song
  8. 08. Take Me As I Am
  9. 09. Dear God
  10. 10. The Shindig (Off To College)
                 
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This Friday, August 21
ALBUMS
Band Reeves How To Forgive [Centricity]
CalledOut Music The Room [Integrity]
Grace & Xandy Here Again [StowTown]
Latter Day Exploits Going Home - EP [The Charon Collective]
Romeo Miller New Lane [SoNo Recording]
MotionPlus, Braille Still Dreamin' - EP [Gospel Banquet]
Lauren Talley Walls (Part One) - EP [Horizon]
Terrian Mad Big World [Gotee]

SINGLES
Lady Audri A Lady's Prayer - Single [Syntax]
Bleach Once Again Here We Are - Single [Residence]
Chris Caro RESTLE$$ - Single [Syntax]
Franni Cash Jesus Girl - Single [Capitol CMG]
Jordan Colle One King - Single [Bethel]
Dex the nerd who loves Jesus A Sinners Mercy (ft. tonyxtrotter & TNV) - Single [Syntax]
ELEOS Anchor For My Soul - Single (independent)
goodwill. CAN'T BE - Single [Syntax]
Fervor, My Dear Glass In the Sugar - Single (independent)
Grace Frances Waiting For Me - Single (independent)
Kingdmusic Never Fail (Live) - Single (independent)
The Kingdom Heirs Always Get the Grace - Single [Horizon]
Steven Malcolm Holy Water (feat. Soul-Rebel Marley) - Single [Curb]
Eddy Mann We Are - Single [MTS]
Matt Moore Learning to Breathe - Single (independent)
No Vain Glory TALUKA - Single [Syntax]
Matthew Plante LOST SOULS! - Single [Dream]
Marvin Sapp He's Not Finished - Single [Elev8]
Victory House Worship Rapha - Single (independent)
WallerCo, John Waller Daddy's Here (Journee's Dream) - Single (independent)
Matthew West Here and Heaven - Single [Story House / Provident]
Anne Wilson Who I Am To You - Single [Capitol CMG]

Next Friday, August 28
ALBUMS
Anthem Edition Something's Goin' On - EP [Sonlite]
Bill B. Niche [Syntax]
DOE Shiloh [Provident/Sony]
Every Moment Holy: Prayer Songs, 2026 Q3 Anchoring the Heart in Hope (independent)
Noah Paul Harrison Do Not Go Gentle (Live) [Bethel]
I.A.N. I AM NEW [Syntax]
Prevailer Convalescent [Rottweiler]
John Van Deusen As Long As I Am in the Tent of This Body I Will Make A Joyful Noise Pt. 2 [Anotherland Records]

SINGLES
Tim Hughes Make A Way (Live) - Single [Integrity]
Katy Weirich & Jake MacAdam Holy Ground - Single (independent)
John Long Trust In Him - Single (independent)
John Pape The Road - Single (independent)
Adam Michael Pass the Parcel - Single (independent)
Mountain People Worship No Lover Like Jesus - Single (independent)
Lexly Nirvana True Story (ft. VerbPro 12:4) - Single [Syntax]
Leslie Perez Waiting For - Single [Gotee]
Matthew Plante KEEP FOCUS! - Single [Dream]
Simply Worship & Sam Daniel Lamb of God - Single (independent)
Ryan Stevenson Eye of the Storm (Anniversary Edition) - Single [Gotee]


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