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Dear Diary cover
06. The Voyage Of Beliefs
Album: Dear Diary
Artist: FM Static
         
 

I have 2 brothers and a sister, and a mother,
And a father who taught us that we should
All love one another,
We go to church on Sunday,
In a little green Hyundai,
Have some grape juice and crackers,
Then we start again on Monday

And it’s all fine, and it’s all well,
I really want to find what I believe for myself,
‘Cause when you’re gone,
And I’m still here,
I won’t have you to tell me that I should be there

I’m tired of making excuses(oh oh oh),
Need to decide for myself…

What if I stumble? What if I fall?
When I’m on my way to You,
What if I need You? Who do I call?
How do I know I’ll get through?
Because I don’t wanna ride the fence anymore.
I wanna stand up, and shout it,
And let it be known

I have 2 fathers, and a sister and a brother,
And a mother who taught us that we should
All do unto others,
My homeroom teacher, always talks about her preacher
And she says she talks to God,
But I don’t know if I believe her

And it’s all fine, and it’s all well,
I really want to find what I believe for myself,
‘Cause when you’re gone,
And I’m still here,
I won’t have you to tell me that I should be there

I’m tired of making excuses(oh oh oh),
Need to decide for myself…

What if I stumble? What if I fall?
When I’m on my way to You,
What if I need You? Who do I call?
How do I know I’ll get through?
Because I don’t wanna ride the fence anymore.
I wanna stand up, and shout it,
And let it be known

And you can tell me,
That I can’t make a difference ‘cause I’m just one,
But one is all it takes to start it
And you can tell me,
That I can’t change the world,
Because I’m too young,
But I won’t stand here and be your target
And you can push me,
And try to knock me down, but I won’t listen,
‘Cause I’ve got nothing left to lose and,
You can hate me, for everything I’m not,
But it won’t change this,
‘Cause now that I’m here, I’m not moving

I’m tired of making excuses(oh oh oh),
Need to decide for myself…

What if I stumble? What if I fall?
When I’m on my way to You,
What if I need You? Who do I call?
How do I know I’ll get through?
Because I don’t wanna ride the fence anymore.
I wanna stand up, and shout it,
And let it be known


 

More Lyrics from Dear Diary

  1. 01. Boy Moves To A New Town With Optimistic Outlook
  2. 02. The Unavoidable Battle Of Feeling On The Outside
  3. 03. Boy Meets Girl (And Vice Versa)
  4. 04. Sometimes You Can Forget Who You Are
  5. 05. Man, Whatcha Doing?
  6. 06. The Voyage Of Beliefs
  7. 07. Her Father's Song
  8. 08. Take Me As I Am
  9. 09. Dear God
  10. 10. The Shindig (Off To College)
                 
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SINGLES
Philip Anthony Mud - Single (independent)

This Thursday, October 22
SINGLES
NEEDTOBREATHE Never Gonna Deserve Ya (feat. Evan Honer) - Single [UMG]

This Friday, October 23
ALBUMS
Bleach The Fox Den Sessions Vol. 1 [Residence Music]
Ernie Haase & Signature Sound Miami Live [StowTown]
Alex Henry Foster The Fragile Beauty (Of New Morning Hopes) [Hopeful Tragedy]
Future of Forestry Sojourner (independent)
Galactic Cowboys What Planet Are You From? [Cosmic Outpost Records]
JJ Hairston Anthems & Prayers (Live) [James Town Music]
m1L The Prelude EP [Polished Arrow]
Myles Maestro IDENTITY CRISIS [Syntax]
Melanie Penn Immanuel - The Acoustic Sessions (Deluxe) (independent)
Procyse I’ve Never Been Here Before [Polished Arrow]
QEW & Cyrus Sonata Chamber Saga EP [Syntax]
Josiah Queen Damascus Road [Capitol CMG]
The Sean Coleman Project Apropos of Nothing (independent)
Sidewalk Prophets Great Big Family Christmas (Live) [Curb]
We The Kingdom Soon The Streets Of Gold [Capitol CMG]
Devin Williams Conquer the World (Live) (independent)

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Biscuits x albion. dawn - Single (independent)
Mark Bishop Unpack That Suitcase - Single [Sonlite]
Blanca Joyful, Joyful (We Singin' Out) - Single [Curb]
Elan Brio Airplanes - Single [Polished Arrow]
Chris Caro Hannah's Song - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Colle Worthy Of All Of It - Single [Bethel]
Matt Cooper Wonder - Single [QHMG / Quartz Hill Records]
ELEVATION LIVING ROOM BULLS & GOATS - Single [Elevation]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Joyful Joyful - Single (independent)
Keep Warm Like You (feat. Relient K) - Single [Real Fun]
Lakelin Lemmings I Ain't For Everybody (Piano) - Single [QHMG / Quartz Hill Records]
LOUDWERX Bass Go Boom (feat. Magic & Bird, Andy Mineo) - Single [Artist Influence]
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Naveszn Meadow - Single [Syntax]
No Vain Glory MOVE YOUR BODY (PT2) - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Rowe If Jesus Lived In My Hometown - Single [Tape Room / Capitol CMG]
Saints in Exile Haunted Nobody - Single [Syntax]
Skema Boy Worthy - Single [Provident]
Tommis & Company Your Name Is Jesus (Acoustic) - Single (independent)

Next Friday, October 30
ALBUMS
Beach Chapel A Special Place In Heaven (independent)
Kirk Franklin I Am What I Am [Uptown]
The Oak Ridge Boys Buried Treasures [Lightning Rod]
The Hyssongs We've Got a Song to Sing [Horizon]
Various Artists Songs Inspired By The Chosen: Season 1-5 [Capitol CMG]
Vomitorial Corpulence Martyrdomical Symphonanthem [Rottweiler]

SINGLES
Gracie Binion & Mitch Wong Gloria - Single [BEC]
Will Ellis My Yesterday’s Are Gone - Single (independent)
Leem of the Earth The Cavern of Dark - Single [Velvet Blue]
Nai and J Follow - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake It's Beginning to Look a lot Like Christmas - Single [BEC]
Jordan St. Cyr Guide Me Home - Single [BEC]
TobyMac The Hard Times - Single [Capitol CMG]
ZOEgirl I Still Believe - Single (independent)


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