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Until We Have Faces cover
08. The Outside
Album: Until We Have Faces
Artist: Red
         
 

What if I’m not the same
What if I never let go of the blame
What if you dragged me back again
What if I won’t let you just pretend

I erase this memory
I escape this gravity
Is that how I used to be
Is that the price of my identity

I’m standing on the outside
I’m looking in on what you can’t hide
I’m dying on the inside
‘Cause now I can see your lies
From the outside

What if I’m still ashamed
What if I can’t let go of the pain
What if I have something to lose
What if I’ve got nothing left to prove

I replace this life you stole
I embrace the world I know
What if you were always wrong
And what if I said I knew it all along

I’m not you
I will never be you
I won’t let you pull me through

(Anthony Armstrong, Rob Graves, Jasen Rauch) © 2011 Sony/ATV Songs LLC / End Of Silence Music / Eden’s Lullaby (BMI) All rights on behalf of Sony/ATV Songs LLC, End Of Silence Music and Eden’s Lullaby administered by Sony/ATV. / Logansong Music (BMI) / EMI Blackwood Music Inc (BMI). All rights administered by EMI Blackwood Music Inc. obo itself and Logansong Music (BMI).

 

More Lyrics from Until We Have Faces

  1. 01. Feed The Machine
  2. 02. Faceless
  3. 03. Lie To Me (Denial)
  4. 04. Let It Burn
  5. 05. Buried Beneath
  6. 06. Not Alone
  7. 07. Watch You Crawl
  8. 08. The Outside
  9. 09. Who We Are
  10. 10. Best Is Yet To Come
  11. 11. Hymn For The Missing
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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