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09. Scarred

Never Odd Or Even
by Shonlock



 

 

CHORUS
scarred, I never wanted to break your heart
I only wanted to be your star
so hard scarred


VERSE1
sincerely i love you dearly hope you know it
afraid to ask for one more chance cause im scared ima blow it
my words mean nothing to her cause she know that ima poet
standing at her door step empty bottle of moet
the pain brung the rain so im out here gettin' mo wet
covered in a shame no one to blame im forced own it.
im tired of this game im trying to find a way to through it
I stepped way out of bounds you were never my opponent
scarred

CHORUS
scarred, I never wanted to break your heart
I only wanted to be your star
so hard scarred

VERSE2
crossing your path is like picking a scab
the bleeding is bad im mad at what we coulda had
don't need a pen and a pad to tally good and the bad
its a land slide homie off more then a tad
i let the flesh get the best of this fresh lil lad
sad i dropped a bomb on my Baghdad dag
comrade might i add what it did to my dad
in hindsight i risked all that I had I'M SO SCARRED!!!!

CHORUS
scarred, I never wanted to break your heart
I only wanted to be your star
so hard scarred


VERSE3
trying to mend the lose ends of my sins
pricked my finger with the needle feel feeble and thin
GOD try me again with your strength i could win
such a fool thought I had and then....
stumbling could you love me again
is grace gone like the wall of Berlin, I'm tryin
scarlet letter to my father and friend
before it ends let the healing begin
my GOD.

please... why don't you leave me alone
your melody's good for the song u cant admit when your wrong

scarred, I never wanted to break your heart
I only wanted to be your star
so hard scarred


Written and produced by: Deshon Bullock

 

 

 

 

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