Faceless you remain to me but your actions did not go unseen

Do you think I'll ever forget that night when you took my mother away from me

The only woman I could trust

The only woman who understood who I really was



But I'm growing older and with each passing day I learn the world gets colder and

I learn everything that happens has a meaning has a purpose



God it's taken me years and years and years

To finally be able to say that I am over this

I've lived for far too long in the shadows of my own hatred

How can you forgive me if I can't even forgive myself



I can only hope

That I will get the chance

To tell you all of this

Face to face



I can only imagine the pain that you are going through

Knowing of the grief and emptiness you put this family through

How could I be so selfish to think that I was the only one affected



Just know that in my eyes you are forgiven