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04. Hope of Morning

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My mindís a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast
Blurs all the colors Ďtil I canít see past
The last mistake, the choice I made
Staring in the mirror with myself to blame
Sometimes Iím afraid of the thoughts inside
Nowhere to hide inside my mind
Iím scared that youíll compare and Iíll look a lifetime past repair
I second guess myself to death, I re-solicit every step
What if my words are meaningless? What if my heartís misleading this?
I try to capture every moment as it comes to me
Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company


When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I donít dare let darkness have itís way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight


When Iím old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first,
Iíll need you to reassure me I didnít waste a verse
Or worse, what if my lifeís work is reduced to just myself
Like never let you get a word in, while I dissect my mental health
Or lack thereof, whatever, thereís too many things to track
I really canít remember if Iím insane or insomniac
Now days, all the kids want crazy, wanna diagnose themselves
Trade up made up epidemics, pass around prescription pills
But my disorder canít be cured by a bottle, blade, or dose
Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close
But I donít wanna let you see that, I donít want my friends to know
Self-disgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go


Try as I might to keep it together
Why is recovery taking forever
Fool the whole world, just until I get better
Iím terrified Iíll be faking forever
On and on I wonder what went wrong inside my head
I donít have to have the answers, but tonight I wish I did
All the pain I canít explain away wonít fade
All the the secrets silenced by the shame
Donít make me say it


 

 

 

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This Friday, January 27, 2023
ALBUMS
Emanuel (Da' T.R.U.T.H.) Emanuel [Mixed Bag]
Equippers Revolution EQR MIX Vol. 1 - EP [DREAM]
Hillsong En FranÁais Ce Nom Si Merveilleux (What A Beautiful Name) [Capitol CMG]
Housefires How To Start A Housefire [Capitol CMG/Tribl]
Integrity's Hosanna Music Great Are You Lord [Integrity]

SINGLES
Tina Boonstra Call Me Thomas - Single [7Core]
Canyon Hills Worship Every Season - Single [DREAM]
Colton Dixon Build A Boat (feat. Gabby Barrett) - Single [Atlantic]
Fresh Start Worship Excellent - Single [RCAI]
KingsPorch Faithful Still - Single [BEC]
Sarah Kroger Belovedness (featuring Nathan Jess) [Live] - Single [Integrity]
David Leonard Plans - Single [Provident]
Lisa Nicole Same God - Single [DARE]
Sarah Reeves Jealousy - Single [Curb/Word]
Stockholm Worship Radical Love (The Joy Song) - Single [Capitol CMG]
The Talleys Jesus Saves - Single [Crossroads]
Todd Tilghman Dig My Grave - Single [Straight Arrow]
Todd Dulaney & Hezekiah Walker It's Working (Live) - Single [MNRK]
Victory El Shaddai - Single [Roc Nation]
Mitch Wong Multiply - Single [Integrity]
The Young Escape Worship You†There - Single [BEC]


Next Friday, February 3, 2023
ALBUMS
Cochren & Co. Running Home [Gotee]
Colony House The Cannonballers [Roon]
Marcus Jordan My Life - eP [MJMG]
Pastor Mike Jr. Impossible [Capitol CMG]

VINYL
Cody Carnes God Is Good! [Marigold 2 LP] [Sparrow]
Hillsong UNITED Are We There Yet? [3 LP] [Hillsong]

SINGLES
Dreaded Dale The Violent - Single (independent)
Free Worship En Tu Nombre Cristo - Single [BEC]
Hunter Plake More in Love - Single [BEC]
Chase Tremaine Tired Side of Content - Single (independent)


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