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Alive in America: Live Volume 1 cover
05. Alone in Suicide
Album: Alive in America: Live Volume 1
Artist: Bloodgood
         
 

Who cares?
Who weeps?
All is lost, and the sickle reaps,
Blank eyes look deep,
Love and hope crumble to the feet,
I don't care if I've made my mark on this angry world that's left me in the dark,
Just cut a message on my stone, "I want to be alone."

I wanna die.

Feel the knots twisting inside, as I look at the bullets to be my guide,
The razor's edge - should I confide, to open my veins and bleed them dry?
Oh, the endless pressure; how can I cope?
I try to release, but the valves are broke,
A psychotic grasp upon my throat,
I wanna hang the rope.

Death - you feel is your friend, as it calls from the black unknown,
Voices hounding at your mind echo to the bone,
Alone in suicide.

I used to honor my day of birth, cherish life and place it first,
But now I view it as a curse,
Dig my grave and rent the hearse,
Yes, every morning I take a walk that leads me trapped in an empty box,
A liar's face and the voice that mocks,
I want to stop the clock.

Death - you feel is your friend, as it calls from the black unknown,
Voices hounding at your mind echo to the bone,
Alone in suicide.

Salvation calls to the lonely,
On the abused, redemption falls,
God gave his all that you might know him,
Tear down the walls; what have you got to lose?

Salvation calls to all of the lonely people,
Tear down the walls, you've been abused,
God gave his all to all of the lonely people,
He stretched out his arms and died for you.


 

More Lyrics from Alive in America: Live Volume 1

  1. 01. Out of the Darkness
  2. 02. Do or Die
  3. 03. It's Alright
  4. 04. Hey You
  5. 05. Alone in Suicide
  6. 06. She's Gone
  7. 07. Heaven on Earth
  8. 08. Shakin' It
  9. 09. Soldier of Peace
  10. 10. America
  11. 11. Medley
                 
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This Tuesday, October 20
SINGLES
Philip Anthony Mud - Single (independent)

This Friday, October 23
ALBUMS
Bleach Fox Den Sessions, Vol. 1 [Residence]
Ernie Haase & Signature Sound Miami Live [StowTown]
Alex Henry Foster The Fragile Beauty (Of New Morning Hopes) [Hopeful Tragedy]
Future of Forestry untitled (independent)
Galactic Cowboys What Planet Are You From? (independent)
Myles Maestro IDENTITY CRISIS [Syntax]
QEW & Cyrus Sonata Chamber Saga EP [Syntax]
Josiah Queen Damascus Road [Capitol CMG]
The Sean Coleman Project Apropos of Nothing (independent)
We The Kingdom Soon The Streets Of Gold [Capitol CMG]

SINGLES
Dave Barnes Christmastime - Single (independent)
Biscuits x albion. dawn - Single (independent)
Chris Caro Hannah's Song - Single [Syntax]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Joyful Joyful - Single (independent)
Keep Warm Like You (feat. Relient K) - Single [Real Fun]
Mountains in the Sea My Burden Is Light - Single [Dream]
Naveszn Meadow - Single [Syntax]
No Vain Glory MOVE YOUR BODY (PT2) - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Rowe If Jesus Lived In My Hometown - Single [Tape Room / Capitol CMG]
Saints in Exile Haunted Nobody - Single [Syntax]
Tommis & Company Your Name Is Jesus (Acoustic) - Single (independent)

Next Friday, October 30
ALBUMS
Beach Chapel A Special Place In Heaven (independent)
Kirk Franklin I Am What I Am [Uptown]
The Oak Ridge Boys Buried Treasures [Lightning Rod]
The Hyssongs We've Got a Song to Sing [Horizon]
Various Artists Songs Inspired By The Chosen: Season 1-5 [Capitol CMG]
Vomitorial Corpulence Martyrdomical Symphonanthem [Rottweiler]

SINGLES
Gracie Binion & Mitch Wong Gloria - Single [BEC]
Will Ellis My Yesterday’s Are Gone - Single (independent)
Leem of the Earth The Cavern of Dark - Single [Velvet Blue]
Hunter Plake It's Beginning to Look a lot Like Christmas - Single [BEC]
Jordan St. Cyr Guide Me Home - Single [BEC]
ZOEgirl I Still Believe - Single (independent)


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