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Of Beauty and Rage cover
10. What You Keep Alive
Album: Of Beauty and Rage
Artist: Red
         
 

You should be afraid of me
Pain is the promise I will keep
I am the whisper in the dark
I am the scream when you fall

And you will feel the pain, you’ll see
And I will bring the pain you need

You keep me alive (so I can hurt you)
You need me inside (I’m what you keep alive)

You picked me up, you watched me shine, like a razor in your hand
And when I cut beneath your skin, you want it all again
I am the call in the night
I am the truth behind your lie

And now you’ll feel the pain, you’ll see

You keep me alive (so I can hurt you)
You need me inside (I’m what you keep alive)

Turning, the knife is turning now

I can’t pay this ransom (my love, my enemy)
Does any hope remain (I’m swimming in your veins)
My love, my enemy (now you can’t escape)
I can feel you in my veins (the pain is on its way)
And now it’s too late (now I’m letting go)
You should’ve run away (I’ll watch you suffocate)
Now you can’t escape
I am the dark and I am awake

(Suffocate)

Waking, the nightmare bleeds, over
I’ll fight you, your darkness, feeding

I keep you alive (so I can hurt you)
I lift the knife (I’m what you keep alive)
Now you can’t escape (suffocate, suffocate)
You will feel the pain (suffocate, suffocate)


[ANTHONY ARMSTRONG, RANDY ARMSTRONG, MICHAEL BARNES, ROB GRAVES, BLUE STAHLI] © 2015 Logansong Music / Position Music Publishing (BMI) / EMI Blackwood Music Inc (BMI) / Fixit Music / Position Music Publishing (ASCAP)

 

More Lyrics from Of Beauty and Rage

  1. 01. Descent
  2. 02. Impostor
  3. 03. Shadow and Soul
  4. 04. Darkest Part
  5. 05. Fight to Forget
  6. 06. Of These Chains
  7. 07. Falling Sky
  8. 08. The Forest
  9. 09. Yours Again
  10. 10. What You Keep Alive
  11. 11. Gravity Lies
  12. 12. Take Me Over
  13. 13. The Ever
  14. 14. Part That’s Holding On
  15. 15. Ascent
                 
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VINYL
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Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

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Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
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Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
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VINYL
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