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The State I'm In cover
05. What's Behind Me
Album: The State I'm In
Artist: Leigh Nash
         
 

I loved you once
But I don't think you ever knew it
I guess I was so scared to lose it
But I never really put my heart into it

How did I get here?
What will I do now?
Everything reminds me
A little bit of you somehow
I gotta get back there
Don’t tell me it’s too late now
God only knows

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

How do I get there?
What will I be then?
Will I be happy?
God only knows I’ve been
An agent of ruin
And I don’t wanna do it again
Here I go again

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

I shouldn't be shocked, shouldn't be scared, shouldn't be here
I guess I'm not lost if I don’t even know where I should go

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me? I guess I shouldn’t be here

(Leigh Nash, Jesse Hall, Stephen Wilson) ©2015 BMG Silver Songs (SESAC)/ Woman Hollering, All Rights Administered by BMG Rights Management (US) LLC./ Jesse Hall (BMI)/ Donny Rogue Music (SESAC) Used By Permission. All Rights Reserved

 

More Lyrics from The State I'm In

  1. 01. Spider And The Moth
  2. 02. Cruel Heart
  3. 03. Chicago
  4. 04. Mountain
  5. 05. What's Behind Me
  6. 06. Somebody's Yesterday
  7. 07. The Promise Break
  8. 08. Dreaming Out Loud
  9. 09. The State I'm In
  10. 10. High Is Better
  11. 11. Tell Me Now Tennessee
  12. 12. Doing It Wrong
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This Monday, September 7
SINGLES
Michael W. Smith There She Stands - Single [The Fuel]

This Wednesday, September 9
ALBUMS
Natalie Layne Still Running to You - EP [Centricity Music]

SINGLES
Limoblaze Super Power II (feat. Rua Young) - Single [Reach]

This Friday, September 11
ALBUMS
Tasha Cobbs Leonard TASHA Unscripted (Live) [Motown Gospel]
Limoblaze Do It Now (Acoustic) - EP [Reach]
The Rock Music Not Alone (independent)

SINGLES
Philip Anthony Reminisce - Single (independent)
Johan Asgarde No Other - Single [Gotee]
Drea LP & OnBeatMusic Free Indeed - Single [Syntax]
K3hlab The Realm of Grief - Single [Syntax]
Myles Maestro SOUTHPAW - Single [Syntax]
Charly Perry Masterpieces - Single [Gotee]
Matthew Plante HAND ON ME! - Single [Dream]
QEW & Cyrus Sonata Chamber Exit - Single [Syntax]
Saints in Exile Stay For You - Single [Syntax]
Carly Ann Taylor Something Good Is Coming - Single [Curb]

Next Tuesday, September 15
SINGLES
Grace Frances The Promised Land - Single (independent)

Next Friday, September 18
ALBUMS
Anthony Brown & group therAPy Full Disclosure [Tyscot]
Cory Asbury Outsing The Angels [BEC]
Franni Cash Here I Am [Capitol CMG]
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Hillside Recording Proverbs & Prayers (Morning) (independent)
Living Again Living Again II (independent)
Joseph O'Brien What's Good For Me? [Gotee]

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ChristianXXII Lift Me Up - Single [Dream]
Dreamers The God Who Goes Before Me - Single [Dream]
Josh Grove I'm Done Running - Single (independent)
Steven Malcolm Kick It To My Twin (ft. DreBreeze Da Godson & DKG KIE) - Single [Curb]
Lloyd Nicks Can't Take My Eyes Off Heaven - Single [Curb]
Matthew Plante GOD FEARING! - Single [Dream]
Xander Sallows hidden treasure - Single [Dream]
Allan Scott Foxhole Prayers - Single [Dream]
Victory House Worship Returning - Single (independent)
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