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The State I'm In cover
05. What's Behind Me
Album: The State I'm In
Artist: Leigh Nash
         
 

I loved you once
But I don't think you ever knew it
I guess I was so scared to lose it
But I never really put my heart into it

How did I get here?
What will I do now?
Everything reminds me
A little bit of you somehow
I gotta get back there
Don’t tell me it’s too late now
God only knows

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

How do I get there?
What will I be then?
Will I be happy?
God only knows I’ve been
An agent of ruin
And I don’t wanna do it again
Here I go again

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

I shouldn't be shocked, shouldn't be scared, shouldn't be here
I guess I'm not lost if I don’t even know where I should go

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me? I guess I shouldn’t be here

(Leigh Nash, Jesse Hall, Stephen Wilson) ©2015 BMG Silver Songs (SESAC)/ Woman Hollering, All Rights Administered by BMG Rights Management (US) LLC./ Jesse Hall (BMI)/ Donny Rogue Music (SESAC) Used By Permission. All Rights Reserved

 

More Lyrics from The State I'm In

  1. 01. Spider And The Moth
  2. 02. Cruel Heart
  3. 03. Chicago
  4. 04. Mountain
  5. 05. What's Behind Me
  6. 06. Somebody's Yesterday
  7. 07. The Promise Break
  8. 08. Dreaming Out Loud
  9. 09. The State I'm In
  10. 10. High Is Better
  11. 11. Tell Me Now Tennessee
  12. 12. Doing It Wrong
                 
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