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05. What's Behind Me

The State I'm In
by Leigh Nash



 

 

I loved you once
But I don't think you ever knew it
I guess I was so scared to lose it
But I never really put my heart into it

How did I get here?
What will I do now?
Everything reminds me
A little bit of you somehow
I gotta get back there
Don’t tell me it’s too late now
God only knows

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

How do I get there?
What will I be then?
Will I be happy?
God only knows I’ve been
An agent of ruin
And I don’t wanna do it again
Here I go again

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

I shouldn't be shocked, shouldn't be scared, shouldn't be here
I guess I'm not lost if I don’t even know where I should go

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me? I guess I shouldn’t be here

(Leigh Nash, Jesse Hall, Stephen Wilson) ©2015 BMG Silver Songs (SESAC)/ Woman Hollering, All Rights Administered by BMG Rights Management (US) LLC./ Jesse Hall (BMI)/ Donny Rogue Music (SESAC) Used By Permission. All Rights Reserved

 

 

 

 

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