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The State I'm In cover
05. What's Behind Me
Album: The State I'm In
Artist: Leigh Nash
         
 

I loved you once
But I don't think you ever knew it
I guess I was so scared to lose it
But I never really put my heart into it

How did I get here?
What will I do now?
Everything reminds me
A little bit of you somehow
I gotta get back there
Don’t tell me it’s too late now
God only knows

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

How do I get there?
What will I be then?
Will I be happy?
God only knows I’ve been
An agent of ruin
And I don’t wanna do it again
Here I go again

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

I shouldn't be shocked, shouldn't be scared, shouldn't be here
I guess I'm not lost if I don’t even know where I should go

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me?
Oh I think I'm lost out here
I need you to find me

Oh how many times can I trip
On something behind me? I guess I shouldn’t be here

(Leigh Nash, Jesse Hall, Stephen Wilson) ©2015 BMG Silver Songs (SESAC)/ Woman Hollering, All Rights Administered by BMG Rights Management (US) LLC./ Jesse Hall (BMI)/ Donny Rogue Music (SESAC) Used By Permission. All Rights Reserved

 

More Lyrics from The State I'm In

  1. 01. Spider And The Moth
  2. 02. Cruel Heart
  3. 03. Chicago
  4. 04. Mountain
  5. 05. What's Behind Me
  6. 06. Somebody's Yesterday
  7. 07. The Promise Break
  8. 08. Dreaming Out Loud
  9. 09. The State I'm In
  10. 10. High Is Better
  11. 11. Tell Me Now Tennessee
  12. 12. Doing It Wrong
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Music Out This Week


This Friday, October 30
ALBUMS
Beach Chapel A Special Place In Heaven (independent)
Kirk Franklin I Am What I Am [Uptown]
Lucy Gray By The Water - EP (independent)
The Hyssongs We've Got a Song to Sing [Horizon]
The Oak Ridge Boys Buried Treasures [Lightning Rod]
Olive Shoots Music Longing and Loss (independent)
Various Artists Songs Inspired By The Chosen: Season 1-5 [Capitol CMG]
Vomitorial Corpulence Martyrdomical Symphonanthem [Rottweiler]

SINGLES
2 Lane Summer How Do I Live - Single [Quartz Hill]
1K Phew & Timbaland Seven Trumpets - Single [Reach]
Bethel Music Greatness (feat. Aubree Archibeck, Martin Smith) - Single [Bethel]
Gracie Binion & Mitch Wong Gloria - Single [BEC]
Lauren Daigle with Preservation Hall Jazz Band Sleigh Ride & Go Tell It On The Mountain - Double Single [Interscope/Capitol]
Will Ellis My Yesterday’s Are Gone - Single (independent)
Forrest Frank What a Life - Single [River House]
goodwill., GodFearin & Xay Hill IN MOTION - Single [Syntax]
Amy Grant To Be Together (feat. CAIN) [Capitol CMG/AG]
I.A.N. Pray For Me - Single [Syntax]
Laura Kaczor Wrapped in Love - Single [Upstream]
Lady Audri My Body - Single [Syntax]
Leem of the Earth The Cavern of Dark - Single [Velvet Blue]
LOUDWERX Bass Go Boom (feat. Magic & Bird, Andy Mineo) - Single [Artist Influence]
Malcolm Rue & A Tribe Apart Omemma - Single [Syntax]
Kevi Morse Is it too late? - Single [Syntax]
Nai and J Follow - Single (independent)
New Wine Worship For Jesus - Single (independent)
Lloyd Nicks Glory (Angels We Have Heard) - Single [Curb]
Blessing Offor Broken Me (from The Chosen Album) - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake It's Beginning to Look a lot Like Christmas - Single [BEC]
Chelsea Plank Make Me Willing - Single [Provident/Sony]
Razzie & OnBeatMusic Brick After Brick - Single [Syntax]
Jordan St. Cyr Guide Me Home - Single [BEC]
Carly Ann Taylor How Glorious (Amazing Grace) - Single [Curb]
TobyMac The Hard Times - Single [Capitol CMG]
Phil Wickham SOS (Don’t Let Me Go) - Single [Capitol CMG]
Aaron Williams Abide (Christmas) [feat. Hope Darst] - Single [Provident/Sony]
ZOEgirl I Still Believe - Single (independent)

This Saturday, October 31
SINGLES
Chaotic Resemblance Move - Single (independent)

Next Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]
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