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Zeal cover
04. Backwards
Album: Zeal
Artist: Kings Kaleidoscope
         
 

Struck out on my quest
Turned around and took two steps, backwards
Heart out of my chest
Serving my emotion led, backwards
"Lucky, lucky me" I said
Bitter, never breaking bread, backwards
Seems I've failed this test
Living like I'm still not blessed, blessed

I'm sick and tired of losing track
Keep stacking sticks to pave a path
So sick and tired of falling flat
So I'm trying tricks to face the fact

Guess I took the wrong way round
Shut the book and hit the ground
God, I took the long way down
Cut the hook and kicked the crown

I’m sick and tired of church and chess
I take the wine and leave the bread
I’m jaded in the wilderness
And trying tricks to not confess

I don’t break bread I just regret instead
I don’t break bread I just regret (Shh)
I don’t break bread I just regret instead
Struggle and sweat, shaking my head
Losing my steps like a bad bet, roulette
Holding my breath with the time left
I don’t break bread I just regret instead
Struggle and sweat shaking my head
Choosing my death like a bad bet, roulette
Holding my breath with the time left

Guess I took the wrong way round
Shut the book and hit the ground
God, I took the long way down
Cut the hook and kicked the crown

I don’t break bread I just regret instead
I don’t break bread I just regret
I don’t break bread I just regret instead
I don’t break bread I just regret


 

More Lyrics from Zeal

  1. 01. The Coma
  2. 02. Hero Over My Head
  3. 03. Naked Feet & Holy Fire
  4. 04. Backwards
  5. 05. Flat on the Inside (A Word)
  6. 06. About to Break
  7. 07. Aimless Knight
  8. 08. Same Blood
  9. 09. Breathing Infinity (The Rush, Pt. 1)
  10. 10. Jumping from Jaded Heights (The Rush, Pt. 2)
  11. 11. On to the Light (The Rush, Pt. 3)
  12. 12. Oxygen
  13. 13. A Little Bit of Faith
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Music Out This Week


This Thursday, October 8
ALBUMS
The Chilling Alpine Adventure Kairos - EP (independent)

SINGLES
NEEDTOBREATHE Past The Gates (feat. Anne Wilson) - Single [UMG]

This Friday, October 9
ALBUMS
Collective Dust You May Not Rest Now, There Are Monsters Nearby [Charon Collective]
Anthony Evans Worship (Live) [Sherman James Productions]
Mat Kearney Hanging by a Heartstring [Middle Kid Records]
Meadows DESERT WALKER [Facedown Records]
Janet Paschal The Journey [StowTown]
The Rocky Valentines Happy Halloween - EP [Velvet Blue]
SIGNUM REGIS Beyond Spacetime [Fireflash]
Skillet After The Storm - EP [Hear It Loud]
Charles Weems I Will Follow - EP [Provident Music Group]

SINGLES
Bethel Music All The Glory (Live) [feat. John Wilds] - Single [Bethel]
Jeremy Camp Shaky Ground - Single [Capitol CMG]
Chris Caro WHAT WOULD HAPPEN? - Single [Syntax]
Kingdmusic Summer Rain - Single (independent)
Chandler Letner Anyway - Single [Dream]
John Long All To Him I Owe - Single (independent)
Myles Maestro BABYLON - Single [Syntax]
outr.cty Frieza (ft. tonyxtrotter & Q-Flo) - Single [Syntax]
QEW & Cyrus Sonata Toonami Mindz (ft. JLøve) - Single [Syntax]
Andy Riemersma I PRAISE YOU - Single [Dream]
Seventh Day Slumber X Kutless Peace Be Still - Single [Rockfest]
Sleeping At Last Parallel Universe (Philia) - Single (independent)
Lauren Talley All Heaven Breaks Loose - Single [Horizon]
Tye Tribbett, ABLAZE I Want It All Back - Single [Freligious]

This Saturday, October 10
SINGLES
KJ-52 Here's the Come Back - Single (independent)

Next Friday, October 16
ALBUMS
Josh Baldwin Worth Everything [Bethel]
Grace Frances Clothed with Dignity (independent)
Jamie MacDonald Jamie MacDonald (The Deluxe Album) [Capitol CMG]
Northview Worship Awaken to Wonder (Live From the Conservatory) [BEC]
Jenna Raine Jeans, Boys & Jesus (Deluxe) [Warner]
Unteachers Under Bright Sadness [Rottweiler]

SINGLES
Riley Clemmons For The Boy - Single [Capitol CMG]
Dex the nerd who loves Jesus Holy Barz (ft. TNV & Bill B.) - Single [Syntax]
The Dryes Mud Room - Single (independent)
EJ Swavv Nineveh? - Single [Syntax]
Charly Perry In the Middle - Single [Gotee]
Slow Salvation Wait Around Another Day - Single [Velvet Blue]
Vineyard Worship & Dreaming The Impossible I Follow Jesus (Disciple) - Single [Vineyard Worship UK]
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