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10. I Really Don't Want To Be Here
Album: Funeral Psalms
Artist: The Undertaking!
         
 

When hope is hopeless, we’re all gonna die. Hopeless we’re all gonna die. When love is
loveless, the end is nigh. Loveless, the end is nigh. When dreams are dead, I’m living a
lie! When light is white, look up to the sky!
I’m praying more than I used to. Falling down has brought me to where I am. Godless
men found their way through the dark. It’s how we live until we give up again.I see the shadows coming. Chaos and horror. The emptiness inside me. Waiting to find
you.
When joy is joyless, we don’t even try. joyless we don’t even try. When thrills are
thrill-less, refuse to comply. thrill-less, refuse to comply. When dreams are dead, I’m
living a lie!!
I’m sleeping less than I used to. I’m staying up. I’m too scared to my head. My mind is
racing. I’m frozen in time. Letting go of all the hope that I lost.
I see the shadows coming. Chaos and horror. The emptiness inside me. Waiting to find
you.
Pour bleach down my throat. Cleanse me from the inside out. Pour bleach down my
throat! Cleanse me of this crimson red.
When dreams are dead, I’m living a lie! When light is white, look up to the sky!
When hope is dead. When love is dead. When dreams are dead. I’ve got nothing left.



 

More Lyrics from Funeral Psalms

  1. 01. The Problem With Being Included In The Apocalypse
  2. 02. No Friends
  3. 03. Plague
  4. 04. Holy Smokes
  5. 05. Oh Negative
  6. 06. Demon Season
  7. 07. Nostalgia Can Be A Nasty Beast
  8. 08. Wrenches
  9. 09. Take Me Down The River
  10. 10. I Really Don't Want To Be Here
  11. 11. And Everything Worked Out Just Fine
                 
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This Wednesday, September 2
SINGLES
Alex Henry Foster Siren's Call - Single [Hopeful Tragedy]

This Friday, September 4
ALBUMS
Sarah Reeves Standing Up [Curb]
Zahna Break or Breakthrough [XOVR]

SINGLES
Beach Chapel Cardiff - Single (independent)
K’nek, Mancito Telfort WALK - Single (independent)
Chandler Letner At a Bar - Single [Dream]
Matthew Plante FAVOUR! - Single [Dream]
Jon Reddick Tell Somebody - Single [Gotee]
Magdalene Rose Do You Want to Be Free? - Single [RockFest]
V1 Worship Still Worthy - Single [Dream]

Next Wednesday, September 9
ALBUMS
Natalie Layne Still Running To You - EP [Centricity]

Next Friday, September 11
ALBUMS
Tasha Cobbs Leonard TASHA Unscripted (Live) [Motown Gospel]
The Rock Music Not Alone (independent)

SINGLES
Johan Asgarde No Other - Single [Gotee]
Charly Perry Masterpieces - Single [Gotee]
Matthew Plante HAND ON ME! - Single [Dream]


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