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10. I Really Don't Want To Be Here
Album: Funeral Psalms
Artist: The Undertaking!
         
 

When hope is hopeless, we’re all gonna die. Hopeless we’re all gonna die. When love is
loveless, the end is nigh. Loveless, the end is nigh. When dreams are dead, I’m living a
lie! When light is white, look up to the sky!
I’m praying more than I used to. Falling down has brought me to where I am. Godless
men found their way through the dark. It’s how we live until we give up again.I see the shadows coming. Chaos and horror. The emptiness inside me. Waiting to find
you.
When joy is joyless, we don’t even try. joyless we don’t even try. When thrills are
thrill-less, refuse to comply. thrill-less, refuse to comply. When dreams are dead, I’m
living a lie!!
I’m sleeping less than I used to. I’m staying up. I’m too scared to my head. My mind is
racing. I’m frozen in time. Letting go of all the hope that I lost.
I see the shadows coming. Chaos and horror. The emptiness inside me. Waiting to find
you.
Pour bleach down my throat. Cleanse me from the inside out. Pour bleach down my
throat! Cleanse me of this crimson red.
When dreams are dead, I’m living a lie! When light is white, look up to the sky!
When hope is dead. When love is dead. When dreams are dead. I’ve got nothing left.



 

More Lyrics from Funeral Psalms

  1. 01. The Problem With Being Included In The Apocalypse
  2. 02. No Friends
  3. 03. Plague
  4. 04. Holy Smokes
  5. 05. Oh Negative
  6. 06. Demon Season
  7. 07. Nostalgia Can Be A Nasty Beast
  8. 08. Wrenches
  9. 09. Take Me Down The River
  10. 10. I Really Don't Want To Be Here
  11. 11. And Everything Worked Out Just Fine
                 
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This Thursday, November 5
ALBUMS
Scroll Eater In The Mouth Of The Prophet - EP [Facedown]

SINGLES
NEEDTOBREATHE Free Fall (feat. Conner Smith) - Single [UMG]

VINYL
Chris Renzema Every December Vinyl [Centricity]

This Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
The Band JAREN O Holy Night - EP [Provident]
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Extol Aura of Decay [Solid State]
Grace Graber Sophomore Year (independent)
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
LO Worship The Drought Is Over (From LO Conference) [Integrity]
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Anita Ranae Dwell in Hope - EP [Rottweiler]
Sleeping At Last Atlas: Sustain - EP (independent)
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Bryan Andrew Wilson, Lola Falana O Holy Night! - Single (independent)
Steven Curtis Chapman 10,000 Reasons/Greater Things - Single [The Fuel]
The Choir Room Better Than This (feat. Dorinda Clark-Cole) - Single [Centricity]
Dise Prevail - Single (independent)
Dragons & Astronauts On The First Day Of Christmas (I Wrote A Song In D) - Single (independent)
Elan Brio, Illustrate Reactors - Single [Polished Arrow]
Forrest Frank Go! Go! Go! (feat. Lecrae & KB) - Single [River House]
Garrett & Kate Serban O Come All Ye Faithful / All Hail King Jesus - Single [Bethel]
Ellie Holcomb Waterfalling - Single [Capitol CMG]
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
Presence Music The Darkness Didn't Know - Single [Syntax]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Allan Scott Loser - Single [DREAM]
SEU Worship SEU Worship releases “Wild Rushing Wind (Viento Recio) - Single [Provident]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]
Phil Wickham, CeCe Winans Peace on Earth - Single [Fair Trade]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

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