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13. Next Door

backbreakanomics
by Mars Ill



 

(Verse #1)
If the eyes are the windows of the soul, then the mouth is the door/
Where the pieces exit freely way beyond your control/
And they’re not yours anymore. Walk tall in bent stride/
And propaganda lies on the gentle side of genocide/
Words are used, broken, twisted and misquoted/
The gossip was probably true the first time somebody told it/
And slander’s just a well-intentioned public exposition/
That should have been handled man to man as something different/
The bum decisions are done and repeated like that/
Bite my tongue in half as an example of how to fight back/
Write raps and raise a family. Build with the like-minded/
Honor hides itself in strange faces. I’m always glad to find it/
I’m reminded of the wonder of this world in which we live/
How we kill ourselves to have but find freedom when we give/
Climb reason and forgive in a quest for all that is/
I’m standing right beside you ‘cause this is where I live/

(Hook)
I’m the voice in the distance, the image in the foreground/
Don’t have much, but what’s mine is yours now/
Can’t put your finger on it, but you’ve seen me around/
Wherever you’re at, I’m just a couple doors down/
(Repeat)

(Verse #2)
It’s like 4 in the morning and I’m still here/
Wasn’t ‘til 3:45 that I started thinking clear/
Concern, anger, sadness, and now my heart is blinking tears/
Take these necessary steps to my art can reach my peers/
I’ve abused my voice so much that it’s hard to sing this year/
And my own songs can’t echo in my set of ringing ears/
Pages filled top to bottom with confidence and stinging fear/
That no one understands what I speak and they can’t hear/
So I’ll say it twice as loud and I’ll mean every word/
Can’t keep it in my mouth until their peace is disturbed/
From the least to the first, we can see where you hurt/
And we dedicate this now, every beat, every verse/
Every breath, every thought, every prayer, every stage/
Every show, every moment, every night, every day/
Everything that we say and everything that we do/
It’s dedicated to you. It’s dedicated to you…

(Hook)

(Verse #3)
The moments that I’m walking through affect the way I talk to you/
And this is what I’m called to do. It’s almost like I’m stalking you/
You’re tired of falling through the cracks from all the broken promises/
And it’s tough to hear the voice of reason through these busted monitors/
And as honest as I am, I can’t hide behind the façade/
I just wanna bring my people a little closer to God/
If I’m martyred on MARTA, it was probably my time/
But we’re here now, hands on, transforming your mind/
So if I ask you how you’re doing, don’t smile and say, “Fine.”/
‘Cause it’s written all over your face honey, and I ain’t blind/
Me and mine, we spill our guts, ‘cause without it, we’d go nuts/
The music is therapeutic, so just let it pick you up/
And hold you tight. Move a little closer to the light/
Be careful when you listen ‘cause it might just change your life/
And when you see me in the supermarket, just smile and say, “Hello.”/
And add me to the list of all the people that you know…

(Hook)

 

 

 

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This Friday, July 25, 2025
ALBUMS
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Bride Scarecrow Messiah CD Re-Release [Girder]
Empowered SALT - EP (independent)
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KDNS After Eden [Syntax]
Olivia Lane Songs About Jesus (Deluxe Edition) [BEC]
Tasha Cobbs Leonard TASHA [Motown Gospel]
Kevi Morse Kingston We Winning [Syntax]
Pulpit Vomit Hospital Lens [Rottweiler]
Anthony & Tiffany Salerno Dance for Jesus - EP (independent)
Taylor & Co Worship Breakthrough - EP (independent)
Josh Wright LEAD (independent)

SINGLES
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Katty Camargo Shine Upon Me - Single (independent)
The CCC Collective Thankful - Single (independent)
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CXMMXNS Trust and Obey (feat. CAIN) - Single [Provident]
EJ Swavv & Nickwit2Ks Growth - Single [Syntax]
Forrest Frank GOD'S GOT MY BACK - Single [River House / 10K]
Andrew Gonoude Closer To You - Single (independent)
Noah Paul Harrison Oh Lord My God (Live) - Single [Bethel]
J.Solo All I Have (ft. Kaboose & MotionPlus) - Single [Syntax]
Kings Kaleidoscope + Kings Kaleidoscope Hymns Amazing Grace - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton Life In Me - Single [BEC]
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TobyMac God Did It (feat. Jamie MacDonald) - Single [Capitol CMG]
Matt Maher Wait (Radio Version) - Single [Provident]
Hunter Plake Down to Earth - Single [BEC]
QEW JOYXFIX (ft. Stevie Rizo) - Single [Syntax]
Naomi Raine God Will Work It Out - Single [Tribl]
Rave Jesus Runnin' - Single [Provident]
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Xander Sallows infinite - Single [DREAM]
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Michael W. Smith Your Love Is A Flood - Single [The Fuel]
John Stratton The Body and the Blood - Single [Pure Mosaic Services]
Regina Vandereijk You're the Light - Single (independent)
Joel Vaughn Feel It - Single [DREAM]
Zach Williams Killed A Man - Single [Provident]
Zauntee Jesus Down In Florida - Single [BEC]

VINYL
Bride Scarecrow Messiah Vinyl [Girder]

DVD
Jordan Smith The People's Hymnal DVD [Gaither]

This Saturday, July 26, 2025
SINGLES
Anthony & Tiffany Salerno What Would You Do? - Single (independent)

Next Friday, August 1, 2025
ALBUMS
Crash Rickshaw Big Sir - EP [Velvet Blue]
McKamey Legacy Holding to Truth [Horizon]
Ordained Thunder Roar [Girder]
V1 Worship Archives [DREAM Worship]

SINGLES
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Sleeping At Last Believe - Single (independent)

VINYL
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