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Polarity cover
09. Schizophrenia
Album: Polarity
Artist: The Wedding
         
 

I want it all and I want nothing all at the same time,
because I am the one that they warned me about.
I won’t ask for any handouts, I’ll take what I need in time,
because I am the one that they warned me about.
It just goes on and on.
I am my own worst enemy.
I sink my teeth into the hand that feeds.
I curse and praise in the same breath.
Which man in the mirror is the one that’s left?
Now it’s never too late for coming clean,
I’ll let you in but I won’t let you out.
I bottled up all of my regrets and I threw them into the sea,
I’ll let you in but I won’t let you out.
And it goes on and on.
Well just let me tell you, pretty baby, the only thing holding me back was my pride,
and I can assure you, pretty baby, that it’s much better to be a fool in their eyes.
If all you are is a little confused, then all your sins are excused.
That’s what you thought, well didn’t you?


 

More Lyrics from Polarity

  1. 01. The Call [instrumental]
  2. 02. Say Your Prayers
  3. 03. I'll Sleep When I'm Dead
  4. 04. Staring At The Light
  5. 05. This One's for You (Get Get)
  6. 06. I-540
  7. 07. It's Time To Rock (OK?)
  8. 08. Rebound
  9. 09. Schizophrenia
  10. 10. The Last Stand
  11. 11. Misery Loves Company
  12. 12. Southside
  13. 13. Revelation
  14. 14. Fireworks
                 
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This Friday, Friday, November 6
ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
We Are Messengers Rejoice! (A Celtic Christmas LIVE) [Curb]
Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

SINGLES
Olivia Lane Hark! The Herald Angels Sing - Single [BEC]
Tasha Layton & Dave Barnes What Should I Get You For Christmas - Single [BEC]
Blessing Offor The King Has Come - Single [Capitol CMG]
Hunter Plake Holly Jolly Christmas - Single [BEC]
River Valley Worship Come and Behold - Single [BEC]
Tae Lamar, YP aka Young Paul The Re-Up - Single [Polished Arrow]
Vineyard Worship Jesus Our Christ - Single [Vineyard]

VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

Next Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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