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01. The Journey
Album: Nervosa
Artist: Showbread
 

Open up the wide gates here I come
The broad path is getting trampled under my feet
The narrow way and the tiny ugly door is getting smaller and smaller
Too small for me
Open me up just like a vacuum sucking in the dirt
Put it all inside me baby
Hear, speak, see and rise like Leviathan
Armor plated, fire breathing

Yeah, I am
I am the empty empty
Yeah I am
I am the nothing in me

My will be done, done did it
Did the everything that leads to nothing
And breathing in the rotten stink, feeling something
Something leads to nothing, breathe it in
Bat wings swathing my face, screeching, singing something into me, the light, it flees
Open up the earth, my veins, my legs, my throat, my head, my soul is dead


Breaking down the walls that you leave up to keep me from eating the tree of knowledge
Suck that fruit and spit the seed
Leave behind the sad and spineless
Part the sea and break apart the crust, let me in the darkest tunnels at night
Let your spirit sag like a skin molting, let it drop, shut out the ugly light


 

More Lyrics from Nervosa

  1. 01. The Journey
  2. 02. The Vulture
  3. 03. The Sky
  4. 04. The Dirt
  5. 05. The Dirt Alpha
  6. 06. The Pig
  7. 07. The Flies
  8. 08. The Goat
  9. 09. The Death
  10. 10. The End
  11. 11. The End Omega [Instrumental]
  12. 12. The Beginning
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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