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Above The Golden State cover
10. One Thirty Nine
Album: Above The Golden State
Artist: Above The Golden State
         
 

When I was yet unformed
You saw me and my days were numbered
You formed me
When I was in the dark
You searched me every part turned over
You found what’s inside of my heart

Where can I go
If I want to be alone?
I turn and Your there
Now I’m gonna let it out
All I know
Is Your mercy surrounds me
Your thoughts for me outnumber the sand
Now I’m gonna sing it out
From my soul
Only You understand me
You’re holding me inside Your hands

From the moment I was born
You tried me and You made me stronger
I remember when You let me take control
So I would wonder
Who I am and who I’m under
You broke me
To show me who You are

Outside cut into my inside
You won’t stop ‘til You find
The pride in my head, in my head
Inside You can give me one mind
Press me ‘til I rewind
Into Your hands, into Your hands


Written by Michael Watson and Steve Wilson © 2008 Birdwing Music (admin. by EMI CMG Publishing) (ASCAP) / Meaux Mercy (admin. by EMI CMG Publishing) (BMI)

Behind the Song:
“Only You (God) understand me.” Psalm 139 reveals the all-knowing, always present nature of God, which can cause fear and awe, but I think this Psalm is popular because most people, like myself, find these attributes to be very comforting and loving. It’s true, only God understands us best, and that’s the coolest part about becoming a Christ follower!" - Michael Watson (Above The Golden State)

 

More Lyrics from Above The Golden State

  1. 01. Loud And Clear
  2. 02. Gaze Into Your Eyes
  3. 03. Sound Of Your Name
  4. 04. Streets
  5. 05. I'll Love You So
  6. 06. Comeback
  7. 07. Love
  8. 08. Chapter 13
  9. 09. Scared
  10. 10. One Thirty Nine
  11. 11. The Haunting
  12. 12. All My Heart
  13. 13. Real To Reel
                 
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