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12. Wish I Didn't Know
Album: Super Heavy Dreamscape
Artist: Blackball
 

Crushed by you faces
Crushed by thought of things
that might have been
But hope unseen is soon forgotten
I just think about things that
I wish I didn't know

More head than heart I think I
can't take the weight of all your yesterdays
cuz all your pain comes down to where I am
and I don't know how to help you
I wish I didn't know

nothing is gone that can't be given
and the taste of life is sweet
a million years or seconds
well, they're both the same to you and me
and at the end of time
all will be made right
all will be revealed
this brokenness is healed
and all will be made known
and understood


 

More Lyrics from Super Heavy Dreamscape

  1. 01. Doesn't Matter
  2. 02. One More Sucker
  3. 03. Get Outta Here
  4. 04. Wither
  5. 05. Everything Is Good
  6. 06. Not The Way I Want To Be
  7. 07. There Goes The One
  8. 08. If You Were Mine
  9. 09. Super Heavy Dreamscape
  10. 10. Chasing Everyone Away
  11. 11. Heart, Soul, Groove [Instrumental]
  12. 12. Wish I Didn't Know
                 
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Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
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ALBUMS
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Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
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Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
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Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
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VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
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Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
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