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03. The Pain Inside of Me
Album: Holy Soldier
Artist: Holy Soldier
         
 

The night is closing
Closing on me
I watch the sun
Fall into the sea
And I think of you and me

Where are you?
When my tears are falling down
Where are you?
You're not around

The days are long
The night's eternity
I think of how it is
And how it used to be
When You were here with me

Where are you?
When my tears are falling down
Where are you?
You're not around

The days are long
The night's eternity
I think of how it is
And how it used to be
When you were here with me

I lay, I bleed
But you will never see
I cry, I need
I lay, I bleed
But you will never see
The pain inside of me

The fire has died
It's such a great divine
But God can fill the sea
Won't you come back to me?

I see your face
In my mind it haunts me to this day
When I sleep
You're in my dreams
Just can't get away

I lay, I bleed
But you will never see
I cry, I need
You know I need you
I lay, I bleed
But you will never see
I lay, I bleed
The pain inside of me
The pain... the pain


 

More Lyrics from Holy Soldier

  1. 01. Stranger
  2. 02. See No Evil
  3. 03. The Pain Inside of Me
  4. 04. Cry Out for Love
  5. 05. Tear Down the Walls
  6. 06. When the Reign Comes Down
  7. 07. Lies
  8. 08. Eyes of Innocence
  9. 09. Love Me
  10. 10. We Are Young, We Are Strong
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

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ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
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Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
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Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
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VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
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