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Dear Diary cover
09. Dear God
Album: Dear Diary
Artist: FM Static
         
 

Dear God I wrote this letter,
To put my thoughts on paper,
Sometimes life seems like a criminal,
Without a well planned caper
I know You’re the answer,
But I forget the question,
How do I know You love me,
When no one else, seems to care

I’ve tried everything I thought,
Might help me understand things,
And it didn’t tell me anything,
Or even play my heart strings
So I’m writing You this letter,
To wait for Your reply,
I am so tired, of not believing,
I’ll give You a try

I don’t know, but I got this feeling,
That today’s gonna be my turning point,
Everyday I get a little bit closer,
It feels so good to finally be over
I don’t know, but I think I’m learning,
This type of thing,
Never been my calling card,
Sometimes you just gotta look closer,
Instead of searchin’ so hard

So when I start to get down,
And the world fills up around me,
And my head starts
Spinnin’ like a top,
From the way my heart beat’s pounding
I can look up for a second,
And know that I’m alright,
I spent so long, not believing,
It’s my turn to fly

I don’t know, but I got this feeling,
That today’s gonna be my turning point,
Everyday I get a little bit closer,
It feels so good to finally be over
And I don’t know, but I think I’m learning,
This type of thing, never
Been my calling card,
Sometimes you just gotta look closer,
Instead of searchin’ so hard



 

More Lyrics from Dear Diary

  1. 01. Boy Moves To A New Town With Optimistic Outlook
  2. 02. The Unavoidable Battle Of Feeling On The Outside
  3. 03. Boy Meets Girl (And Vice Versa)
  4. 04. Sometimes You Can Forget Who You Are
  5. 05. Man, Whatcha Doing?
  6. 06. The Voyage Of Beliefs
  7. 07. Her Father's Song
  8. 08. Take Me As I Am
  9. 09. Dear God
  10. 10. The Shindig (Off To College)
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
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Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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