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The Anti-Mother cover
07. Murphy Was An Optimist
Album: The Anti-Mother
Artist: Norma Jean
         
 

Light that fuse, back up three steps, and bite down on that bullet
You've been doing this for way too long and it can't be fixed
Don't worry, don't worry, pull up that chair and suck down that trouble
Misery is the fuel that keeps this broken down, lifeless instrument running

I'm sinking in cursory and I'm sinking headfirst

Clear your dusty throat and taste that stiletto, can you taste that metal?
Don't worry, it can't be fixed, don't worry, it can't be fixed, so don't worry
Light that fuse, back up three steps, and sink without a trace

Hold me down till I stop crying
I don't want to feel this anymore
Hold you down 'cause you're not trying
I don't want to feel this anymore
I don't want to kill you anymore

Is this what you were designed for?
Did you think you had it coming?
Hell follows with you



 

More Lyrics from The Anti-Mother

  1. 01. Vipers, Snakes, And Actors
  2. 02. Self Employed Chemist
  3. 03. Birth of The Anti Mother
  4. 04. Robots 3 Humans 0
  5. 05. Death of The Anti Mother
  6. 06. Surrender Your Sons
  7. 07. Murphy Was An Optimist
  8. 08. Opposite of Left And Wrong
  9. 09. Discipline Your Daughters
  10. 10. And There Will Be A Swarm Of Hornets
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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