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04. Best I Can
Album: Crash
Artist: Decyfer Down
         
 

Been thinkin' about
All of those lies that you heard me say
I can't make them go away
Been thinkin' about
All the mistakes you've seen me make

(Bridge)
When I can barely hold on
You promise you won't let me go
And I want you to know

(Chorus)
I don't live a perfect life
But God knows I'm trying the best I can
And I have wasted so much time
Pretending I'm alright about who I am
But now I'm living the best I can

Been thinkin' about
It's so hard to see what you see in me
Would you lay it out for me?
Been thinkin' about
This isn't the way I thought I would be

(Bridge)
When I can barely hold on
You promise you won't let me go
And I want you to know

(Chorus)
I don't live a perfect life
But God knows I'm trying the best I can
And I have wasted so much time
Pretending I'm alright about who I am
Now I'm living the best I can

I'm breaking down
And now I've found
A reason to make it
This time around
No matter where I go
I want you to know
I know that I'm never alone

I want you to know

(Chorus)
I don't live a perfect life
But God knows I'm trying the best I can
And I have wasted so much time
Pretending I'm alright about who I am
Now I'm living the best I can

No matter where I go
I want you to know
I'm living the best I can.

And I have wasted so much time
Pretending I'm alright about who I am
Now I'm living the best I can


 

More Lyrics from Crash

  1. 01. Crash
  2. 02. Desperate
  3. 03. Fading
  4. 04. Best I Can
  5. 05. Ride With Me
  6. 06. Wasting Away
  7. 07. Over My Head
  8. 08. Moving On
  9. 09. The Life
  10. 10. Forever With You
                 
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