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Confessions cover
04. Better Off Now
Album: Confessions
Artist: Pillar
         
 

All of this is changing
None of this seems real
I just keep on waiting
To see if I can feel
Something like an angel watching over me
Maybe that's exactly what's in front of me

'Cause I'm better off now
Since you came around
You've gone and shown me
Everything I needed just to see that I am
Better off now
Since you came around
All I had to do is see what I could be
So I could know I'm
Better off now

I've wasted so much time now
Just to try and find
The answer to the question
I've tried so hard to hide
I never knew emotions
Could ever run this high
I was so far down
I lost the will to try

'Cause I'm better off now
Since you came around
You've gone and shown me
Everything I needed just to see that I am
Better off now
Since you came around
All I had to do is see what I could be
So I could know I'm
Better off now

Day after day
I threw it all away
I'm never turning back
That way again

'Cause I'm better off now
Since you came around
You've gone and shown me
Everything I needed just to see that I am
Better off now
Since you came around
All I had to do is see what I could be
So I could know I'm
Better off now



Behind the Song:
'Looking back on my life, I remember the party days, and the drugs, and just the crazy times we used to have. You think you're on top of the world when you're in college. Nobody can tell you what to do--it's fun. Nobody said sin isn't fun, but it's definitely destructive. Looking back now, now that I know that the living God lives inside of me, that He wants to use me to make a difference in this world, no matter how hard my life is, or what it is I'm going through, I know I'm better off now than I was before.'--Rob Beckley (Pillar)

 

More Lyrics from Confessions

  1. 01. Fire On The Inside
  2. 02. Whatever It Takes
  3. 03. Secrets and Regrets
  4. 04. Better Off Now
  5. 05. Not Without A Fight
  6. 06. Will You Be There
  7. 07. Shine
  8. 08. Call To Action
  9. 09. Lose It All
  10. 10. You Are Not The End
                 
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This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
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This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
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Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
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Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
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Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
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Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
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SINGLES
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