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The Führer: An Allegory of a History of Deception cover
05. The Belladonnamyth
Album: The Führer: An Allegory of a History of Deception
Artist: Before There Was Rosalyn
         
 

War... wages outside these walls, but your eyes are like the sea. Two oceans that pull and draw me in. Our hands in one another’s, this moment in time will pass too soon. History will devour the love between us both. History will devour the love between us both. Consequence will take me from you. “Forgive me” will be written on the walls of a room I will paint with the brush of regret and bind in a book I will seal with a kiss the night this century comes to... comes to an end. Oh my fabled Eve, it’s not you but I who still burns from the serpent’s tongue. Take this knife, split my heart in two. I’ll keep half of you, you’ll always be the better half of me...you’ll always be the better half of me. With your hand in mine I thought we’d last forever. I hope you understand. I have to hope we never meet again...never meet again. War wages outside these walls, it too shall pass. With your hand in mine and mine in yours, I’d hold these gates forever, but the new millennium will see Ahab’s great white whale...traded for a...for a...for a...unicorned...unicorned...unicorned horse.... I will understand...I will understand...I will understand...I will understand your distance...your silence...your distance...your silence...you...


 

More Lyrics from The Führer: An Allegory of a History of Deception

  1. 01. The Architect
  2. 02. The Dustwalker
  3. 03. The Deceiver
  4. 04. The Adversary
  5. 05. The Belladonnamyth
  6. 06. Der Weibliche Führer
  7. 07. Der Männliche Führer
  8. 08. The Warrior
  9. 09. The Prophet
  10. 10. The Revealer
  11. 11. The Deliverer
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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