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07. Last Time
Album: Absence
Artist: Paper Route
         
 

I don't wanna give up again my love
And live like a runaway
Making bed in an alleyway
So I can dream of a better day
Is there anyone left who will understand
I'm made of flesh and bone
I tried to tell you on the telephone
All I needed was a stepping stone
This is the last time I'm gonna let you down
It's finally over, it's finally over
Every time I try to sleep
You flood my memory
Through I live like an absentee
All I care is that you reach for me
I'm gonna burn that bridge and build a home
With out roots weaving underground
Commitment had such a threatening sound
We saw that wall and we tore it down
This is the last time I gonna turn around
It's finally over, it's finally over
Let me hold your hand my dear
At least until the smoke has cleared
Our love has turned to war tonight
I don't know why we go in circles
Would I be a tool to think
That I could find recovery
In every single wrong made right
I don't know why I go in circles


 

More Lyrics from Absence

  1. 01. Enemy Among Us
  2. 02. Wish
  3. 03. Carousel
  4. 04. Good Intentions
  5. 05. Tiger Teeth
  6. 06. Be Healed
  7. 07. Last Time
  8. 08. No Sudden Revelations
  9. 09. Gutter
  10. 10. Are We All Forgotten
  11. 11. Lovers' Anthem
  12. 12. Dance on Our Graves
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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