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Who Can Know It? cover
02. I Never Liked Anyone and I'm Afraid of People
Album: Who Can Know It?
Artist: Showbread
         
 

When the contents of a membranous shell dry and turn to sand
The shell becomes a withered tomb and cracks as air demands
The things I need I hold them dear but the things I want hold dearer
Making promises to a faithless expression looking back from inside a mirror

I forget the me that I must have been before the me that I am now
I remember a year that I got through, but I don't remember how

There's something like a nothingness that's terribly illusive
The more I want to shut me down the more I am abusive
And when I watch the slideshow of the bits of me I'm dragging
I don't recognize the photographs, I'm not sure when (and if) they happened

The devil lives in the crossing place between two mountains in the desert
For 40 days he promised me his kingdom for forever
But I'm not sure I'm fit to run a kingdom of any kind
Every time I know myself, I leave what I know behind



 

More Lyrics from Who Can Know It?

  1. 01. A Man With A Hammer
  2. 02. I Never Liked Anyone and I'm Afraid of People
  3. 03. Dear Music
  4. 04. Deliverance
  5. 05. The Prison Comes Undone
  6. 06. Hydra
  7. 07. Myth of a Christian Nation
  8. 08. You're Like A Taxi
  9. 09. Time To Go
  10. 10. The Heart Is Deceitful Above All Things
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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