In your brilliance you became the only voice you trust

If it’s true then I’m dead
Right where I stand
Was the plan always this vicious

You thought that your faith would carry you home
But it left me there in the waiting room alone

As I planned what to say
To the ones I’d be leaving

All praise and honor seem so far away
I never saw this coming you can lose what you found
And here comes the breakdown

Careful, careful watch your mouth
You’re talking like your such the innocent
(Accidents, Accidents, are we all?)
These words will be the death of you
(This I swear and this I know) the blame will find your hands
The blame has found these hands

It’s hard to live this
To know if I mean it
To let you know have me
That I never can forget it
And these last words I say here
Are the last words that I will share
So God I’m asking you do you even care

My hands are shaking and they won’t stop
As the world becomes a hospital room
I am not the one to ever disappear
But it’s over now, over now,
So say it for the last time, one last time
I want to let go of this world for you

Hands held towards the sky
In the cool air of October
The whispers were always there
But they never caught up to your words
So will December find me all alone

The wishful face of the believer
Hope, but there is doubt that bleeds through
Still, I am arrested by your presence
Nothing will compare to you