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05. Heaven's Bane
Album: Volition
Artist: As Hell Retreats
         
 

[-With confusion and anger growing inside, the boy cannot have faith in a religion that does not welcome those who are questioning or in doubt.]

Is this what you call “the truth, way, and life?”
To abolish the minds that won’t see eye to eye?
Just know you’re no better than me,
Whether I’m a child of God or not.
You’re told to live and love,
But instead, you try to think you’re above everyone.
Well, to your god that has influenced you:

I am no longer yours
I will separate my mind from those
Who have sacrificed themselves
To be poisoned by your words
That have never helped me.

Is it hard to believe that I will not be like you, and I never will?
You manipulator, you don’t control me anymore.
You don’t control my mind, anymore.


 

More Lyrics from Volition

  1. 01. Young Heretic
  2. 02. The Loss
  3. 03. Matriarch
  4. 04. Shun
  5. 05. Heaven's Bane
  6. 06. Misanthropist
  7. 07. A Beggar...
  8. 08. ...And His Faith
  9. 09. Transgress
  10. 10. Desperation
  11. 11. Creator(s)
  12. 12. Only Hope
                 
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