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07. Disaster
Album: Restart
Artist: Newsboys
         
 

I thought that I could fix it on my own / The sickness deep in my heart / I thought that I could find the healing deep inside of me / Underneath all these scars // I had to fall, had to fall apart / To find that You … // Love me even after / I am a disaster / Everything is shattered / On the floor / You pick me up and hold me / God, You are the only / Remedy my heart’s been looking for / You’re the cure // I had my kingdom / Yeah, I had my throne / Had everything I could need / I built my world on empty promises, empty things / It ripped apart at the seams // I had to crash, had to crash and burn / To find that You… // You’re the cure… // Since the day that I was born / I was broken and torn / So human, so incomplete / But You never gave up / Never lessened Your love / That’s the way that You’ll always be // I had to fall apart to find… // You’re the cure… // I thought that I could fix it on my own… // You’re the cure… //

Written by Ben Glover, David Garcia, Ian Eskelin, and Michael Tait / © 2013 Ariose Music / 9T One Songs (Admin. at CapitolCMGPublishing.com) / Universal Music - Brentwood Benson Publishing / D Soul Music (Admin. by Universal Music Publishing) (ASCAP) / Wordspring Music, LLC / Early Service Music (Admin. by Wordspring Music, LLC) / Tait Music (BMI) Produced and Recorded by David Garcia / All Instruments and Programming: David Garcia / Mixed by Ken Andrews

 

More Lyrics from Restart

  1. 01. That's How You Change The World
  2. 02. Restart
  3. 03. Love Like I Mean It
  4. 04. Live With Abandon
  5. 05. Go Glow
  6. 06. That Home
  7. 07. Disaster
  8. 08. Fishers Of Men
  9. 09. One Word
  10. 10. Enemy
  11. 11. We Believe
  12. 12. Overflow (Deluxe Bonus)
  13. 13. Man On Fire (Deluxe Bonus) feat. Kevin Max
  14. 14. God Is Movin' (Deluxe Bonus)
  15. 15. The Living Years (Deluxe Bonus)
  16. 16. Stronger (Deluxe Bonus)
                 
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Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
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Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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