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08. Endless Cycle
Album: Struggle Well
Artist: Mouth of the South
         
 

You can gouge out my eyes, but I’ve already seen enough to last a lifetime. You can cut off my hands but I'm a thief at heart and I know I'll steal again. No more innuendos, no more hiding my face. The truth is that I keep looking at your daughters the wrong way.

Sever my flesh from me. I can’t stop tossing and turning, reliving these regrets that I can’t seem to forget. Wipe the slate clean; I want to be set free. I believed a lie; this is not me. My fantasies are built on things I was never meant to see. I’ve turned into the man I was never meant to be. God knows I tried but the devil whispered lies and I believed; I believed.

(This is not me.) I believed a lie. I believed a lie. My flesh knows the way back to her door and no matter how strong my heart is I keep going back for more, going back for more. I believed a lie.

Replace these lies with the truth, I want to see the right way. Replace these lies with the truth, I am not my mistakes. I am not my mistakes.



 

More Lyrics from Struggle Well

  1. 01. Blind Guides
  2. 02. Running Scared
  3. 03. Dry Bones
  4. 04. Good Intentions
  5. 05. Simply Grace
  6. 06. Idle Hands
  7. 07. Hollow Veins
  8. 08. Endless Cycle
  9. 09. Porcelain Faith
  10. 10. Nameless: Faceless
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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