Jesusfreakhideout.com celebrates 30 Years online in 2026... Get Your Music - and everything else - on Amazon! All purchases made on Amazon through this link earn a commission for Jesusfreakhideout.com!
Get the new FREE JFH MP3 compilation August 13, 2026!

Be Clean Again cover
01. Needle
Album: Be Clean Again
Artist: Heath McNease
 

All is fair in love and war
All is fair
You can't have my love no more
I can't hate you
It's not your fault you never cared
(I can't hate you, I can't, I can't hate you)
It's not your fault you never cared
(I can't hate you, I can't, I can't, I can't hate you)
It's not your fault you never cared
It's not your fault you never cared
(I can't hate you, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't)

Welcome to the point of no return
We've all been waiting
Right or wrong are nothing more than words
Someone created
To keep us in a cage
But we all escaped it
We are runaways
From city streets and pavement
(I want to, want to, want to run away)

To all the fake friends that forgot about me
And the ones that moved on without me
I beat 'em all to the punch and disappeared to a place where my face gets lost when they walk around me
It costs you nothing
To be a prop[?] in the public or a drop in the bucket
A needle in the haystack is hard to recover
That's why they set fire to what you find solace under
I find solace now underneath the cloud coverage
Cause by myself I ain't out numbered
But when I pass through the small towns they don't even ask nothing from me
They don't want what I have for 'em
Just parlor tricks the distance helps with
The smoke and the mirrors and the misdirection
The right hand moves but the real deception's when the left hand steals what you still protecting when you ain't lookin'
You could be a good or man or a great woman and still find yourself in the Land of Nod lost with your hand of God sayin' you resist the same temptations Cain couldn't
And if I learned anything at all
I learned about the hate mankind has beating in its heart
That things will fall apart
And when they do very few are found reasoning with God
I know you never loved me
I also realize you never hated me either
But the numbness was worse because it started in your heart and then spread all the way to your fingers
The same fingers that were touching my face every evening
You swore that everything was ok, I believed it
And I don't even think you aimed to deceive me you just hadn't figured out yet which way to believe in
Scattered thoughts from the edge of the world
Where your heart mind and soul will eventually blur
When you spill your guts 'til it physically hurts
And the result is a song that will never be heard

All is fair in love and war
All is fair
You can't have my love no more
I can't hate you
It's not your fault you never cared
(I can't hate you, I can't, I can't hate you)
It's not your fault you never cared
(I can't hate you, I can't, I can't, I can't hate you)
It's not your fault you never cared
It's not your fault you never cared
(I can't hate you, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't)

So I call this a message in a bottle
Mistakes are my present, are lesson for tomorrow
And if it ever reaches land
I hope that people understand

Welcome to the point of no return
We've all been waiting


 

More Lyrics from Be Clean Again

  1. 01. Needle
  2. 02. Cross My Heart
  3. 03. Believe
  4. 04. Chemo
  5. 05. Ghost
  6. 06. Your Name
  7. 07. Good Night, and Good Luck
  8. 08. Break in the Clouds
  9. 09. More Good Than Bad
  10. 10. No Victims
  11. 11. Cure and Cause
  12. 12. Be Clean Again
                 
Check out JFH's Lloyd in his first-ever childrens book!

Search JFH



This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

For all release dates, click here!