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04. Blackout
Album: Repose
Artist: What We Do In Secret
         
 

You think it’s me, but it’s not me
I opted out
Just a little pinch, just another fix
One false move and I met my forever

This dark passenger has taken the wheel

A rush to the body, now black
Where am I now?

The burning skin is gone
There’s nothing left
I always swore to you that I would be
Better than this

Petrified, petrified
The claws are in my back
Terrified, terrified
It’s deeper than before

Blackout

Terrified
Is this my home?

A rush to the body, now black
Where am I now?

The burning skin is gone
There’s nothing left
I always swore to you that I would be
Better than this

Alone
With nobody to hold my head up
Cold
Shaking on the floor, no warmth

The burning skin is gone
There’s nothing left
I always swore to you that I would be
Better than this

Now I’m on the floor
Cold through the skin
Nothing but death in your grip
What will you tell our daughter
Happened to her father?

Will you tell her she has my smile?
Please tell her she has my eyes
Will you tell her she looks like me?
Oh, please tell her I
Didn’t mean to leave
I swear to God I didn’t mean to leave
No, I didn’t mean to leave



 

More Lyrics from Repose

  1. 01. In Falling
  2. 02. 918
  3. 03. Rebirth
  4. 04. Blackout
  5. 05. Shine: Lost
  6. 06. (Remain)
  7. 07. Repose (feat. Garrett Russell of Silent Planet)
  8. 08. Home
  9. 09. Silhouette
  10. 10. Vindication
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
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Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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