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10. I Really Don't Want To Be Here
Album: Funeral Psalms
Artist: The Undertaking!
         
 

When hope is hopeless, we’re all gonna die. Hopeless we’re all gonna die. When love is
loveless, the end is nigh. Loveless, the end is nigh. When dreams are dead, I’m living a
lie! When light is white, look up to the sky!
I’m praying more than I used to. Falling down has brought me to where I am. Godless
men found their way through the dark. It’s how we live until we give up again.I see the shadows coming. Chaos and horror. The emptiness inside me. Waiting to find
you.
When joy is joyless, we don’t even try. joyless we don’t even try. When thrills are
thrill-less, refuse to comply. thrill-less, refuse to comply. When dreams are dead, I’m
living a lie!!
I’m sleeping less than I used to. I’m staying up. I’m too scared to my head. My mind is
racing. I’m frozen in time. Letting go of all the hope that I lost.
I see the shadows coming. Chaos and horror. The emptiness inside me. Waiting to find
you.
Pour bleach down my throat. Cleanse me from the inside out. Pour bleach down my
throat! Cleanse me of this crimson red.
When dreams are dead, I’m living a lie! When light is white, look up to the sky!
When hope is dead. When love is dead. When dreams are dead. I’ve got nothing left.



 

More Lyrics from Funeral Psalms

  1. 01. The Problem With Being Included In The Apocalypse
  2. 02. No Friends
  3. 03. Plague
  4. 04. Holy Smokes
  5. 05. Oh Negative
  6. 06. Demon Season
  7. 07. Nostalgia Can Be A Nasty Beast
  8. 08. Wrenches
  9. 09. Take Me Down The River
  10. 10. I Really Don't Want To Be Here
  11. 11. And Everything Worked Out Just Fine
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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