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(I Am) Origami Pt. 4 - Marathon Daze cover
02. Uninspired; Blowing Smoke
Album: (I Am) Origami Pt. 4 - Marathon Daze
Artist: John Van Deusen
         
 

Oh my god I’m wearing thin
Weathered by this storm I’m in
Gold-leaf pamphlets and neon signs telling me what I should buy
Grind my teeth and tuck my chin
I’m ready for the break and bend
Shed my skin in the chat room light
Reborn creature of the night

Pardon me, I think we’re growing small
No point in pointless points at all

‘Cause I am in the corner
I’m cringing as the “righteous” march in place
I won’t follow orders
Idle in the apathetic pace
You uninspired; blowing smoke!

Drain my brain and suck my blood
You fill me with the plastic crud
Stream my dreams on the astral plane
Gotta, gotta change my lane

Pardon me, I think we’re growing small
No point in pointless points at all

Now I am in the corner
I’m cringing as the “righteous” march in place
I won’t follow orders
Idle in the apathetic pace
You uninspired; blowing smoke!

I want to know myself
And I want to trust my body
Walk the path that leads
To the things I need
Leave the rest of it for somebody else
Walk the path that leads
To the things I need
Leave the rest of it for somebody else

I want to love myself
And I want to trust my body
Walk the path that leads
To the things I need
Leave the rest of it for somebody else
Walk the path that leads
To the things I need
Leave the rest of it for somebody else


 

More Lyrics from (I Am) Origami Pt. 4 - Marathon Daze

  1. 01. Oh, Sweetest Name
  2. 02. Uninspired; Blowing Smoke
  3. 03. Broken Record
  4. 04. All I Need
  5. 05. You Tell Me
  6. 06. Give Back My Heart
  7. 07. Marathon Daze
  8. 08. Any Less Than My Best
  9. 09. In The Morning
  10. 10. John Ringhofer Makes A Tape Loop
  11. 11. Be Not Far From Here
  12. 12. Heart Lake
  13. 13. Help Me Let Go
  14. 14. Boring
  15. 15. Universal Will To Become Pt. II
  16. 16. Hemlock
  17. 17. Hypothermic Hermit
  18. 18. Patient Saint
  19. 19. Oslo
  20. 20. God Outside Of Time
  21. 21. If I Get To Heaven
                 
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