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In Defiance EP cover
02. Sorry Is A Dirty Word
Album: In Defiance EP
Artist: Matt Sassano
         
 

Verse
Our past is full of skeletons
And secrets you bury
You refuse to speak of where we’ve been
The devil’s in the details you’re sparing

Pre chorus 1
But you broke me
Confused me
Provoked me
Abused me
You hold the words
Hold the words to heal my pain
You hold the words that I swear you’ll never say

Chorus
Your silence always gets the best of me
Your lips are sealed you threw away the key
Now I don’t know why I
I don’t know why I try
Our hearts are at the point of no return
Because to you sorry is a dirty word

Verse 2:
Manipulation is your game
You’re fueling the fire
Injecting venom in my veins
I feel your grip getting tighter

Pre chorus 2
‘Cause you broke me
Confused me
We’re at war, we’re both losing
Just say the words
Say the words to heal my pain
Just say the words
Say the words so we can walk away

Bridge: The time that we wasted
The wounds that your blade left
These words can build redemption
But you won’t say it
your silence is killing me
You locked your lips and threw away the key
Now I don’t know why I
I don’t know why I try



 

More Lyrics from In Defiance EP

  1. 01. Dear God
  2. 02. Sorry Is A Dirty Word
  3. 03. Not My Name
  4. 04. In Defiance
  5. 05. Guilty Pleasure
                 
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