Head spinning on the same cycle 
Let me hol up let me go again
Head spinning on the same cycle 
Let me repeat it just to check
Wash my lil boys baby bottles 
Just to make sure they ain't sick
Is my door locked to the Lord? 
For the eighth time wash my sins
Head spinning on the shame cycle 
Like Jesus blood don’t exist
Same flow, same pattern, am I dried up? Only 26
Did I say Holy Spirit speak through me enough 
For this flow to be cleansed?
Everybody round me annoyed with me
Cause I'm asking “do you love me again?”
Can I be free again?
Got stuck, can I feel peace again?
Messed up thinking bout me again
Jesus can't die on the tree again
Did I overdo it making every flow stupid?
Did I please God or me again?
Wait I think I said again too much hold on
Feel like i'm living in a spaceship
I just need some inner space
They say life is what you make it all i make is overthink
Diagnosed with OCD but maybe God can make it paint
If freedom is a choice I guess I need some time to
Wait
This is not real
It's just a dream
Please
Please
Wake up