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10. Tell Myself Goodbye
Album: Four Wall Blackmail
Artist: Dead Poetic
 

These words fall off my tongue like second nature.
But I'm far from my womb, and you know I'm far from you.
So when do I come back to you?
Was this already written or have I fallen so far.
I can't tell the light from the dark.

I thought you'd have me forever.
But I'm sure you thought the same about me.
And I'm sorry, so sorry.

These dreams run through my head that frolic through some tube of my brain.
I'm going insane, I've forgotten my name.
So I'll use yours, like a dropped friend I wish I never left.
I wish I never left you.
I wish I never left you.
I can't tell the light from the dark.

Winter's come early this year.
Like a bird in the rain, I've tortured my everything.

The rain falls, and I never meant to leave you standing.


 

More Lyrics from Four Wall Blackmail

  1. 01. Burgundy
  2. 02. The Corporate Enthusiast
  3. 03. A Green Desire
  4. 04. Four Wall Blackmail
  5. 05. August Winterman
  6. 06. Ollie Otson
  7. 07. Bliss Tearing Eyes
  8. 08. Stereo Child
  9. 09. Arlington Arms
  10. 10. Tell Myself Goodbye
                 
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