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03. Without You
Album: Beautiful Lumps of Coal
Artist: Plumb
         
 

I said some things, to you I think that I shouldnt've said
I spoke out of turn, and hurt you I've learned that it hurts me back

Oh what could be worse than,
Me losing you...

What if you, never came back
What would I do without you

I got in the car, turned on the lights and the radio...
I drove really fast, and I cried hard, then you know
Oh where were you, and why did I say those things?

What if you never came back
What would I do, without you...here

Is there anyway you can forgive me for what I've done
Is there anyway you could love me still, for being so...wrong

Can you forgive me
Can you forgive me...

What if you never came back...
What would I do without you here
Without you here
Without you here



Behind the Song:
“When I was dating Jeremy, we had an argument. Neither one of us can remember now what it was about, but as he walked out my apartment door, he stood at the top step and said, ‘I love you.’ And I just looked at him and closed the door. It was pouring down rain as he drove off. I watched him from my balcony and started bawling. I was raised in a home where, even if my dad was mad at my mom or vice versa, they would kiss goodnight and say ‘I love you,’ because you never know if that’s going to be the last time you speak. All I could think was ‘What if he doesn’t come back? What if he gets in a car accident and I never see him again? I am such a jerk!’ I got in the car and drove really fast over to his apartment, crying harder than I can remember ever doing and thinking, ‘Please be okay! Please forgive me!’ When I got there I waited for two hours until he came back. I told him, ‘I am so sorry!’ He said, ‘Why?’ I said, ‘Because I was wrong.’ And he said, ‘That’s what I wanted to hear. I want to make sure that you’re sorry because you hurt me, not because you’re hurting.’ And I said, ‘No, I’m sorry because I’m wrong, and I hurt your feelings… and I didn’t even say ‘I love you.’ He did forgive me, and we did get married, but to this day I think this is one of Jeremy’s favorite songs because he gets to hear me sing… ‘I was wrong!” – Tiffany Arbuckle Lee (Plumb)

 

More Lyrics from Beautiful Lumps of Coal

  1. 01. Free
  2. 02. Sink 'N Swim
  3. 03. Without You
  4. 04. Boys Don't Cry
  5. 05. Hold Me
  6. 06. Walk Away
  7. 07. Taken
  8. 08. Nice Naive and Beautiful
  9. 09. Unnoticed
  10. 10. Real
  11. 11. Love 'Em & Kiss 'Em
  12. 12. Go
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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