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The Reckoning cover
02. Awake
Album: The Reckoning
Artist: Pillar
         
 

Midnight I've fallen fast asleep
Daylight I can't remember anything
So many questions that get in the way
About the place I keep sleeping awake

So wake me and tell me what you see
Let me walk with you in the streets
The streets with no name cause I feel far away
And as I wake I only fail to remember

Why do I feel like I'm slipping away
Why do I feel so far away
Wake me up inside my dreams
Just in time for me to believe

Another morning chasing lies
After another evening chasing skies
So make tonight my reality
So tomorrow I remember everything

Why do I feel
Like staying awake when I fall asleep

I don't wanna feel
The pain never ends cause it never began


All songs written by Pillar (c) 2006 River Oaks Music Company/Flicker USA Publishing/ Fireproof Music (BMI) except Fireproof (c) 2006 Flicker USA Publishing/Fireproof Music (BMI). All rights reserved. Used by permission.

 

More Lyrics from The Reckoning

  1. 01. Everything
  2. 02. Awake
  3. 03. When Tomorrow Comes
  4. 04. The Reckoning
  5. 05. Tragedy
  6. 06. Last Goodbye
  7. 07. Angel In Disguise
  8. 08. Elysian
  9. 09. Crossfire
  10. 10. Resolution
  11. 11. Sometimes
  12. 12. Wherever The Wind Blows
  13. 13. Chasing Shadows At Midnight
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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