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10. So Afraid
Album: Myself When I Am Real
Artist: Bebo Norman
         
 

Take my heart, and wring it out
In Your hands and watch it all collapse
Take Your Love, and drive it in
Into my soul, and never leave again

CHORUS:
Cuz I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Looking for a savior, looking for a home
I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Lookin for a savior, Lookin for a home


So don’t leave me here alone
Don’t leave me here alone

All Your hope, and all my pride
All this time to watch it all collide
When everyone seems to say,
“You can work it out”
Under my skin, I’m shaking
And I can’t get out

CHORUS

So don’t leave me here

BRIDGE:
This is not what You said
It’s all in my head
When I throw my anger at You instead
So don’t give up on me
I want to believe
That You’ll never leave me

But I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Lookin for a savior, lookin for a home
I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Deep into the ages, deep into the foam
I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Lookin for a savior, lookin for a home

So don’t leave me here alone
Don’t leave me here alone



 

More Lyrics from Myself When I Am Real

  1. 01. Our Mystery
  2. 02. Beautiful You
  3. 03. Falling Down
  4. 04. Great Light of the World
  5. 05. Where the Trees Stand Still
  6. 06. Everything
  7. 07. Just To Look At You
  8. 08. Long Way Home
  9. 09. Under the Sun
  10. 10. So Afraid
  11. 11. My Love
  12. 12. Back to Me
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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