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Polarity cover
09. Schizophrenia
Album: Polarity
Artist: The Wedding
         
 

I want it all and I want nothing all at the same time,
because I am the one that they warned me about.
I won’t ask for any handouts, I’ll take what I need in time,
because I am the one that they warned me about.
It just goes on and on.
I am my own worst enemy.
I sink my teeth into the hand that feeds.
I curse and praise in the same breath.
Which man in the mirror is the one that’s left?
Now it’s never too late for coming clean,
I’ll let you in but I won’t let you out.
I bottled up all of my regrets and I threw them into the sea,
I’ll let you in but I won’t let you out.
And it goes on and on.
Well just let me tell you, pretty baby, the only thing holding me back was my pride,
and I can assure you, pretty baby, that it’s much better to be a fool in their eyes.
If all you are is a little confused, then all your sins are excused.
That’s what you thought, well didn’t you?


 

More Lyrics from Polarity

  1. 01. The Call [instrumental]
  2. 02. Say Your Prayers
  3. 03. I'll Sleep When I'm Dead
  4. 04. Staring At The Light
  5. 05. This One's for You (Get Get)
  6. 06. I-540
  7. 07. It's Time To Rock (OK?)
  8. 08. Rebound
  9. 09. Schizophrenia
  10. 10. The Last Stand
  11. 11. Misery Loves Company
  12. 12. Southside
  13. 13. Revelation
  14. 14. Fireworks
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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