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Secrets Keep You Sick cover
10. Beside You Now
Album: Secrets Keep You Sick
Artist: The Fold
         
 

I know where I'm supposed to be beside you now but they won't let me
They're taking you away
So hear I'll lay eventually I'll waste away and they'll come get me
To place me next to you, right next to you

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

And on and on and what the hell I see no good to be angry with myself
I'll toss and turn tonight.

When did I get so uncivilized I could not awake from sleeping
It seems I do just fine for most of the time til I see my own reflection

Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies I cannot continue sleeping
I can fool myself for most of the time til I see my own reflection
and that reminds me of you

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

And what else could have happened oh my dear, oh my love without you
And what else could have happened come away come away with me now

And I'll find the place you keep your favorite things
I'll try to make you fall in love by association
And now I know in my heart that I've never lost a thing 'til I lost you, my love, my love

Beautiful, letting go of all you held onto, why can't I, why can't I
Beautiful, letting go of all you know is true, why can't I let you go

I've no regrets of yesterday, though these tears are falling
I will look to you, I will still remember (God help me now)
This will linger on, your memory deeper than the oceans



 

More Lyrics from Secrets Keep You Sick

  1. 01. Medicine
  2. 02. Younger Than Our Years
  3. 03. Your Secrets Keep You Sick
  4. 04. New Skeptic
  5. 05. Faster Still
  6. 06. Closer
  7. 07. Down In Doubt And Living Without
  8. 08. Hey Rebekah
  9. 09. Catastrophe! (Prepare To Defibrillate)
  10. 10. Beside You Now
  11. 11. Revisited
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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