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13. It's All Between Me & God
Album: Red Beets and Horseradish
Artist: The Little Wretches
 

Everyone who knew me,
They’re all gone now
My friends are gone now, every one
Those lifelong, heart-to-heart friends that you’d die for
They’ve gone to where you cannot come back from

It’s all between me and God now
How do you like that deal?
Just like I thought
Standing in the rain
Talking to myself
Love me, Kill me,
Let me know you’re real

I didn’t make this chalked up world
And whatever damage I might have done
It sure ain’t worth pressing charges
That is, if justice is what you want
But if you’re looking for mercy
Or forgiveness,
Ain’t that the big cog in your machine?
If there was one thing I could change about myself
I wish I had a lower threshold of pain
‘cause you know I could always stand up to a beating
They could back me down sometimes, but I won’t quit
But they don’t give out no medals of valor
for being stupid enough to put up with this grit

Remember when I played the number she saw on the boat pulling out of the dock
The bookmaker hid for a week ‘fore he finally paid up.
Took her to Sears-Roebuck,
Bought a brand new Magnavox
It was just what she always wanted.
But where we gonna get the money?
I pulled the cash out of my pocket,
You should have seen her.

It’s all between me and God now
No one said it was fair
He can wait me out
He can starve me out
He can shut me up
Love me, Kill me, Let me know you’re there
Love me, Kill me, Let me know you’re there
Love me, Kill me, Let me know you’re there

 

More Lyrics from Red Beets and Horseradish

  1. 01. Rise
  2. 02. Lovingkindness
  3. 03. Palms & Crosses
  4. 04. Nothing Was Given to Me
  5. 05. Winter's Grace (feat. Rosa C. Colucci)
  6. 06. Tiger Pajamas
  7. 07. Heaven Was Open
  8. 08. It's Raining
  9. 09. Old Hundredth
  10. 10. Old Lillian's Story
  11. 11. Walked Along
  12. 12. Duquesne
  13. 13. It's All Between Me & God
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin CURRENCY [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin CURRENCY Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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