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The Fear Of God cover
04. Regret Consumes Me
Album: The Fear Of God
Artist: Showbread
         
 

it must have been easier when we were younger
and the world takes place two feet outside of your head
then something expanded and you start to feel stranded
so you scramble outside of the skin that you shed
it must have been easier when the lights were brighter
and the girls were screaming your name
then the bulbs burn out and you're left in doubt
and everything starts to feel the same

you couldn't stand it i suppose
life comes and then life goes
some things nobody knows
some things nobody knows

it must have been easier to feel in control
you were so small and needed a way to feel big
so you took all you could and it felt pretty good
then suddenly you're aware of what you did
it must have been easier to be somebody we knew
or maybe you felt spent
suddenly you're gone and everything goes wrong
and no one knows just why you went

we couldn't stand you i suppose...

some things are easy some things aren't a breeze
some of my branches stretch out and bear fruit
some branches die when they freeze
and sometimes i think of you

you jumped from a plane that you thought would explode
and you slowly drift your way down
with the dead weight gone the plane flies on
the madness in flight, the safety of the ground



 

More Lyrics from The Fear Of God

  1. 01. I'm Lost
  2. 02. Nothing Matters Anymore
  3. 03. Lost Connection With The Head
  4. 04. Regret Consumes Me
  5. 05. Out Of My Mind
  6. 06. Vehement
  7. 07. The Great Emasculation
  8. 08. Shepherd, No Sheep
  9. 09. Let There Be Raw
  10. 10. I Think I'm Going To See You
  11. 11. Precursor
  12. 12. The Fear Of God
  13. 13. Until We Meet Again
                 
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SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin CURRENCY [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
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Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin CURRENCY Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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