A storm is approaching. I know, 'cause I called it on. I'll catch up lovers in my wake that I'll consume and throw away, 'cause there is no woman I could love more than myself.... That's why I still sleep alone.

Good G-d, I feel empty now, but no one found out and I never touched her. I'm trusting less in my defense, if there's no difference in the things that happen in my head and happen in my bed. Oh G-d... I'm shaking like a leaf. I'm shaking...

For twenty-seven years now I've been waiting. For twenty-seven years now I've been keeping my end. But every single gift I ever gave You was just a bribe, so I could get You to give me what I wanted. It's all kisses and silver. I never cared for innocence, just the appearance.

If only You'd wash me, 'cause I can't see the stains. My G-d, I'm so scared, 'cause I'm fractured but I don't feel the breaks. Have I loved too many daughters to ever be whole? I'm ashamed that You love me. Send grace for the hearts that I stole.