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09. Was I Bad
Album: Red for War
Artist: Zahna
         
 

(Am I bad, bad, bad
Was I bad, bad, bad,
Am I? Am I?)

What did I do wrong?
Yeah!
(Come on!)

(Am I bad, bad, bad,
Was I bad, bad, bad?
Am I? Am I?)

Look at my past
All the broken pieces that didn’t last
All the voices saying I was bad,
And everything I am is wrong
Can’t feel nothin’ to break
You know it’s simple when it all is fake
I see you reaching for me but you’re lost in motion

You wanna take my heart
You wanna heal my scars
You know it’s a battle you cannot win
You’ve gotta take my falls
“Til you’re buried in these walls
I hope it’s a battle that you can win

I hope it’s a battle that you can win

Tell me something
Have you ever lost yourself looking out of your mind
If I’ve got nothing to lose, I’m lost in motion
I see you reaching for me,
You thought it simple but it wouldn’t be
When everything inside me isn’t free


(Am I bad, bad, bad
Was I bad, bad, bad)
I’m so sick
Of being buried in these walls
And crawling in the dark

I’m crumbling into this
And I see no end in sight
You keep your hands reached out,
You remain, you remain,
Unshaken

You gotta take my heart
Gotta heal my scars
I know you can win



 

More Lyrics from Red for War

  1. 01. Unshaken
  2. 02. Misery
  3. 03. Underneath
  4. 04. Divided Nation
  5. 05. With You
  6. 06. Drown
  7. 07. Your Gun My Knife
  8. 08. Dreamer
  9. 09. Was I Bad
  10. 10. Edge Of The Earth
                 
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This Thursday, October 15
SINGLES
Anberlin TRENCHES (feat. Switchfoot) - Single [Equal Vision]

This Friday, October 16
ALBUMS
Alexander Pappas and The Lofi Christian HINDSIGHT (independent)
Josh Baldwin Worth Everything [Bethel]
Grace Frances Clothed with Dignity (independent)
Jamie MacDonald Jamie MacDonald (The Deluxe Album) [Capitol CMG]
Northview Worship Awaken to Wonder (Live From the Conservatory) [BEC]
Jenna Raine Jeans, Boys & Jesus (Deluxe) [Warner]
Unteachers Under Bright Sadness [Rottweiler]

SINGLES
Riley Clemmons For The Boy - Single [Capitol CMG]
Dex the nerd who loves Jesus Holy Barz (ft. TNV & Bill B.) - Single [Syntax]
The Dryes Mud Room - Single (independent)
EJ Swavv Nineveh? - Single [Syntax]
PEABOD Ooh! - Single (independent)
Charly Perry In the Middle - Single [Gotee]
Slow Salvation Wait Around Another Day - Single [Velvet Blue]
Vineyard Worship & Dreaming The Impossible I Follow Jesus (Disciple) - Single [Vineyard Worship UK]

Next Friday, October 23
ALBUMS
Alex Henry Foster The Fragile Beauty (Of New Morning Hopes) [Hopeful Tragedy]
Future of Forestry untitled (independent)
Josiah Queen Damascus Road [Capitol CMG]
The Sean Coleman Project Apropos of Nothing (independent)
We The Kingdom Soon The Streets Of Gold [Capitol CMG]

SINGLES
Biscuits x albion. dawn - Single (independent)
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Joyful Joyful - Single (independent)
Mountains in the Sea My Burden Is Light - Single [Dream]
Jordan Rowe If Jesus Lived In My Hometown - Single [Tape Room / Capitol CMG]
Tommis & Company Your Name Is Jesus (Acoustic) - Single (independent)


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