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Red for War cover
09. Was I Bad
Album: Red for War
Artist: Zahna
         
 

(Am I bad, bad, bad
Was I bad, bad, bad,
Am I? Am I?)

What did I do wrong?
Yeah!
(Come on!)

(Am I bad, bad, bad,
Was I bad, bad, bad?
Am I? Am I?)

Look at my past
All the broken pieces that didn’t last
All the voices saying I was bad,
And everything I am is wrong
Can’t feel nothin’ to break
You know it’s simple when it all is fake
I see you reaching for me but you’re lost in motion

You wanna take my heart
You wanna heal my scars
You know it’s a battle you cannot win
You’ve gotta take my falls
“Til you’re buried in these walls
I hope it’s a battle that you can win

I hope it’s a battle that you can win

Tell me something
Have you ever lost yourself looking out of your mind
If I’ve got nothing to lose, I’m lost in motion
I see you reaching for me,
You thought it simple but it wouldn’t be
When everything inside me isn’t free


(Am I bad, bad, bad
Was I bad, bad, bad)
I’m so sick
Of being buried in these walls
And crawling in the dark

I’m crumbling into this
And I see no end in sight
You keep your hands reached out,
You remain, you remain,
Unshaken

You gotta take my heart
Gotta heal my scars
I know you can win



 

More Lyrics from Red for War

  1. 01. Unshaken
  2. 02. Misery
  3. 03. Underneath
  4. 04. Divided Nation
  5. 05. With You
  6. 06. Drown
  7. 07. Your Gun My Knife
  8. 08. Dreamer
  9. 09. Was I Bad
  10. 10. Edge Of The Earth
                 
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This Friday, July 31
ALBUMS
Pat Barrett, Worship Together Burn in Us [Capitol CMG]
Joseph Habedank The Worship Album [Gaither]
ICONIC II [Frontiers]
Sower Contrast (independent)
Starflyer 59 Disappointed E.P. [Velvet Blue]

SINGLES
99 APEX Move - Single [Syntax]
A Mose Spirit Rhythm - Single [Syntax]
Hillside Recording Come Back Home - Single (independent)
JusRzd, Cyrus Sonata, & Mic Wise LHM - Single [Syntax]
KNGDM REVIVAL OPEN MY EYES - Single [Dream]
MotionPlus, Braille Overdue - Single [Gospel Banquet]
Jeannie Ortega Sorry - Single [Syntax]
Drew Parker Blame Jesus (feat. Steven Curtis Chapman) - Single (independent)
Razzie & DTG Rich EEH - Single [Syntax]
We Are Messengers Room For You - Single [Wings]

VINYL
IONA IONA vinyl box set Vinyl (independent)

Next Wednesday, August 5
ALBUMS
Life.Church Switch Simple - EP (independent)

Next Friday, August 7
ALBUMS
The Choir Dragonfly [Galaxy 21]
John Elefante Stories: The John Elefante Collection [Girder]

SINGLES
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Francesca Battistelli He Will - Single [Curb]
Josh Grove Trust (Psalm 13) - Single (independent)
Allan Scott Everybody Needs Someone - Single [Dream]
Good Weather Forecast, SOFYKA NOMADIC TENDENCIES - Single [Dream]
Carly Ann Taylor Lifeline - Single [Wings]


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