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09. Was I Bad
Album: Red for War
Artist: Zahna
         
 

(Am I bad, bad, bad
Was I bad, bad, bad,
Am I? Am I?)

What did I do wrong?
Yeah!
(Come on!)

(Am I bad, bad, bad,
Was I bad, bad, bad?
Am I? Am I?)

Look at my past
All the broken pieces that didn’t last
All the voices saying I was bad,
And everything I am is wrong
Can’t feel nothin’ to break
You know it’s simple when it all is fake
I see you reaching for me but you’re lost in motion

You wanna take my heart
You wanna heal my scars
You know it’s a battle you cannot win
You’ve gotta take my falls
“Til you’re buried in these walls
I hope it’s a battle that you can win

I hope it’s a battle that you can win

Tell me something
Have you ever lost yourself looking out of your mind
If I’ve got nothing to lose, I’m lost in motion
I see you reaching for me,
You thought it simple but it wouldn’t be
When everything inside me isn’t free


(Am I bad, bad, bad
Was I bad, bad, bad)
I’m so sick
Of being buried in these walls
And crawling in the dark

I’m crumbling into this
And I see no end in sight
You keep your hands reached out,
You remain, you remain,
Unshaken

You gotta take my heart
Gotta heal my scars
I know you can win



 

More Lyrics from Red for War

  1. 01. Unshaken
  2. 02. Misery
  3. 03. Underneath
  4. 04. Divided Nation
  5. 05. With You
  6. 06. Drown
  7. 07. Your Gun My Knife
  8. 08. Dreamer
  9. 09. Was I Bad
  10. 10. Edge Of The Earth
                 
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ALBUMS
Big Daddy Weave It's Time For Christmas - EP [Curb]
Hillside Recording & Addy Prado Come and See - EP (independent)
Meadows DESERT WALKER (CD) [Facedown Records]
Mystical Death Across [Rottweiler]
Chris Tomlin Good News Of Great Joy (Christmas Songs Of Worship) [Capitol CMG]
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Mark Wills Grand Ole Revival [Gaither]

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VINYL
Meadows DESERT WALKER Vinyl [Facedown]

Next Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

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Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

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Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

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