Oh,
I’m feeling outta control
All the chaos I’ve been facing
Feeling lost can’t naviate it
All alone
I’ve tried it on my own
But every time
I had a grip
I’d start to slip
Till I’d let it go

Guess it’s out of my hands
Oh it’s out of my hands
Guess it’s out of my hands
Oh it’s out of my hands

I tell myself
There’s got to be a remedy for this
Hole I’ve felt
For so long now I can’t ignore it
How many times have I tried to fight it
I can’t control it I can’t deny it
Cause there’s nothing else
You’re just what I needed

Now
I’m waking up
Trying to let go of the feeling
That my memory keeps repeating
All the lies inside my mind
That my past will always be
The part of me I can’t leave behind



Words and Music by Adam Stark, Jordan Phillips and Jordan Mohilowski © 2021 Chaos Into Order Publishing (BMI) / Lonely Astronaut International (BMI) / Fair Trade Global Songs & Best Year Yet (BMI)