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06. Inside Out
Album: backbreakanomics
Artist: Mars Ill
         
 

(Verse #1)
Building in a cell block, shocked at the mystery/
Unlocked the misery kept inside his body’s chemistry/
And when he’s by himself, he has to cry to keep on living/
Reads letters from his children from far outside the prison/
And it isn’t enough that he didn’t pull that trigger/
Just a neighborhood fixture on the corner drinking liquor/
A two-time offender who got caught up in the moment/
Was close by when a robbery was operated sloppily/
And somebody got shot and son was fingered in the line-up/
Tossed into a 6x9, stuck because his time’s up/
Fine luck, had to beat a brother on his first day/
To protect his own best interest in like the worst way/
Blames the system that built jails instead of schools/
Blames religion as a set of useless rules/
Blames his father that he never even knew/
Looks in the mirror. Yeah, he blames him too…

(Verse #2)
He starts to read books, an empowered resolution/
Malcolm, Dr. King, Mumia and Huey Newton/
Learns that nothing worth having is ever gon’ be easy/
He studies philosophy while everyone’s watching TV/
And after 33 weeks, he starts to do the science/
Sees God’s handwriting there underneath the fine print/
It had been there all along just waiting for him to find it/
But he’d been blinded by his time spent trying to fight it/
But the spark ignited the fuel inside him/
And now he holds the flame that burns the brightest/
Because the slightest touch from the heavens can heavily change the tides/
Or tip the scales to either side of the problems in our lives/
He found faith in a cage and his mind’s already free/
And he can float through these walls far beyond what he can see/
He sees his cell as a cross that he’ll carry if need be/
But of course his body wants to join his soul and be free…

(Verse #3)
So he’s a new man, motivated to slice through the hatred/
And radiate to those that play with death and want to take his breath/
He’ll make each step count for something greater/
Understands that he can hate the game and still love the players/
He shares his cell with another one-strike-too-many-type of Jon Doe/
Who wants his rights back though/
The conversation words flow and get kind of thorough/
And it just so happens that they’re from the same borough/
From the same neighborhood, from off the same freeway/
From the same ghetto and from the same PJ’s/
And Jon Doe knows how his situation started/
How kids were busting shots at their local supermarket/
On that one fateful night that changed our hero’s life/
And how he got knocked wrongfully and how it isn’t right/
But strangely, our man is calm and doesn’t lose sight/
He knows that he was broken so that he could find Christ/
And for that he’s thankful, no shank pulled got him/
He’s never felt so high while he was standing at the bottom/
And after six months, a judge heard his appeal/
Released into a city that becomes his mission field/
He pulls a free breath that feels fresh despite all the smog/
He used to hit the bottle but now he fights for God/
And since he’s seen it all, he can say what it’s about/
And to think this all started from the inside out…


 

More Lyrics from backbreakanomics

  1. 01. Eighty Eight
  2. 02. Breathe Slow
  3. 03. Planes and Trains
  4. 04. Afterlife
  5. 05. Black Box Artist (Boom-Bap)
  6. 06. Inside Out
  7. 07. Enterchange
  8. 08. Let Me Be
  9. 09. Alpha Male
  10. 10. PSA #428
  11. 11. Freeze Framework
  12. 12. Sideline Speech
  13. 13. Next Door
  14. 14. Piecemeal
  15. 15. Stepson
  16. 16. Sunstep
  17. 17. Lump Sum
  18. 18. The Calm Before
  19. 19. He
                 
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