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10. It's Only When I'm Left Alone
Album: Oddities
Artist: Bride
         
 

Like the virus in my veins
A broken window pane
Jaws are locked into place
Mingled cup thrown in my face

I live in a house of clay
Violated and dismayed
I don't want to be a dream
In somebody else's sleep

It is only when I'm left alone
That I pervert what is sown
Blood and skin beneath my nails
Reflects the emptiness of hell

Then I squirm in my bed
Pull the sheets around my head
Soaking wet in a pool of sweat
Pray for me, I'm not dead

Take me out with the garbage
And don't you compromise
'Cause that's all we really are
Until we confess the lie


 

More Lyrics from Oddities

  1. 01. Intro
  2. 02. I Ain't Coming Down
  3. 03. Why Won't He Break
  4. 04. If I Told You It Was The End Of The World
  5. 05. I Found God
  6. 06. Closer To The Center Of The Earth
  7. 07. Tomorrow Makes No Sense
  8. 08. Day By Day
  9. 09. Spirit
  10. 10. It's Only When I'm Left Alone
  11. 11. God's Human Oddities
  12. 12. Under The Blood
  13. 13. Die A Little Bit Every Day
  14. 14. Restore Me
                 
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This Thursday, August 13
ALBUMS
Various Artists Songs We've Been Trying To Tell You About (And Others We Haven't), Volume Fifteen [JFH Music]

This Friday, August 14
ALBUMS
2819 Worship For Christ Alone - EP [Reach]
The Arcadian Wild Make It Out Alive [Rip Stitch]
Jenna Raine Jeans, Boys & Jesus [Warner]

SINGLES
GLADDEN Free Fall - Single (independent)
Brandon Lake How Good God Is - Single [Provident]
Jon Reddick King of Heaven - Single [Gotee]
V1 Worship You Alone, Jesus - Single [Dream]

This Saturday, August 15
VINYL
Mat Kearney Nothing Left to Lose (Deluxe) Vinyl

Next Friday, August 21
ALBUMS
Band Reeves How To Forgive [Centricity]
CalledOut Music The Room [Integrity]
MotionPlus, Braille Still Dreamin' - EP [Gospel Banquet]
Lauren Talley Walls (Part One) - EP [Horizon]
Terrian Mad Big World [Gotee]

SINGLES
ELEOS Anchor For My Soul - Single (independent)
Grace Frances Waiting For Me - Single (independent)
WallerCo, John Waller Daddy's Here (Journee's Dream) - Single (independent)


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