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02. Back To The Five
Album: Anorak
Artist: Ruth
         
 

Im telling you that I did my best
But it doesn’t feel quite good enough,
Now I'm stuck here in the Midwest.
Try and remember all the things I love
And I'm thinking bout a girl back home
But I know I'm not our here alone
Yeah, I gave it all up for you
Just to do the things that you want me to do. I'm headed home.

Im just trying to find, my way back to the five, got a lot on my mind gonna figure it out.

Close my eyes and I see evergreens
God I really miss my family
But I left it all behind you see
Just to come out here and chase a dream
But out here they ain't no promises that’s the only promise I confess,
Sometimes I catch my self listening for the sweet pacific melodies.

I'm just trying to find, my way back to the five, got a lot on my mind gonna figure it out.

I do it all for You I do it all for You I do it all for you.



 

More Lyrics from Anorak

  1. 01. Hibernation Pieces
  2. 02. Back To The Five
  3. 03. Who I was And Who I Am
  4. 04. Rolling With The Punches
  5. 05. Hearts On Sleeves
  6. 06. Pure Concept
  7. 07. Forgetting To Remember
  8. 08. Nothing To Hide
  9. 09. Miracle Photo
  10. 10. Speechless Mess
  11. 11. Dead Giveaway
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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